Chapter 1

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I don't want to go into any major copyright paragraph. It's the usual long boring part of the book which I'm sure you're not interested in.

So straight to the point

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These books take a lot of effort to write and it also takes a lot of courage to put my ideas and thoughts out for others to read.

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Warning in advance :

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For all those people who are going through a tough time. It's going to be okay, you're going to be okay. Everything might seem like a never ending cycle of bad things and you might be feeling under the weather but always remember that it's going to pass. You can get through it. If any of you need someone to talk to,

I'll always be here <3

***CONTENT WARNING***

Contains scenes of abuse and possible self harm.

THIS BOOK IS A WORK OF FICTION

Start: 5 September 2019

End:

Chapter 1

*Mia's POV*

I was woken up by the annoying sound of my alarm.

"Urggh Monday morning.", I groaned rubbing my tired eyes .

Oh how I hate Monday's, I despise them with a passion . I unwillingly heaved my body out of bed. After my mind was focused I went to my messy dump in the name of a cupboard to find something decent to wear.

Ahh perfect I thought to myself as I laid out my chosen clothes onto the bed. I wanted to get done early for once but I got distracted by the copy of "The Fault in Our Stars" just staring at me from my shelf, I've read the book about a thousand times by now but every time I do there's something new to ponder on. Realisation is a weird thing, it might not happen immediately but it eventually grows onto one and completely consumes you.

I got out of bed an entire hour later and went to shower, the hot water gently fell onto my back and I fell into a spiral of thoughts and began questioning everything. It was difficult to pull myself out of my complicated thoughts but it was extremely necessary to do so.

I usually got done for school on time but today was the day that my unusual urge to read the book for the millionth time. I was never one who bothered about the image other people had of me so being late to school was the least of my concerns, it always was. Since I didn't have enough time to dry my hair I left it untied and used it to cover up a portion of my face. I grabbed my glasses and book off my bedside table and my bag off the floor just before I headed out.

I tip toed along the passage and down the stairs to avoid waking anyone up. I'm sure mum wasn't even home so that wasn't much of a concern but Luke on the other hand was a completely different issue on it's own.

I glanced at the clock on the wall above the kitchen entrance and realised that I have twenty minutes to spare, since I hadn't made my bed I went back upstairs. I'm afraid to admit but my room closely resembles a human pigsty (I'm assuming that would be my personal human-sty). One look at my glorious room made me turn around immediately, I'll tackle that when I get home.

How on earth was there still fifteen minutes to spare, this is atrocious. I ran through the list of possible calamities that could take place on my way to school and finally concluded that I should leave home right about now. I had a generous gulp of water before heading to the door.

I made sure the door was properly locked, I really don't care if I seemed like a psycho person due to the way I was yanking at the door handle. Once my keys were safely tucked in the front pocket of my bag, zipped away I began my daily walk to school.

The walk to school had me lost and transported into a completely different universe, I didn't even realise that I was already at the school gate .

And here I am at the entrance of a mixture of hell and heaven.

I'm sure that confused you but I have my reasons, its heaven because it's my escape from home and its hell because of all the fake ass people and all the nasty comments. I honestly can't with these people. I'm absolutely no social butterfly and haven't bothered making any friends, my trust for people is non-existent almost completely low. I know it's weird to see a 16 year old girl friendless but it is what it is and I wouldn't have it any other way .

(Sound of school bell)

And that's my call to the first lesson of the day, maths. Time for some sweet torture to my brain.

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Hey everyone who decided to read this book , thank you so much for doing so . It's random trash from my head but I really hope you enjoyed the first chapter .
Please tell me what you think about it , your opinion and feedback would be highly appreciated .

Thank you so much

30/10/2020

Hey everyone who has decided to reread this book :D

I have changed a few (maybe a lot) of events... Enjoy;)

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