the freshman | h.s.

[12] true colours (pt. 1) .

H. A. R. R. Y

There I sat, on my bed at home...my mind swamped with so many thoughts. Good, bad, ugly, and everything in between. I know I like Lacey, I like her so much. I just really wish she knew what she wanted. I can give her such a good life. Once you get over the "bad boy" exterior, im the sweetest lad. But I just simply think shes so scared to get close to me that she keeps pushing me away .

Then again, she was smuggling that little blonde boy in her house for reasons that im unaware of. Maybe she likes him and she's just too scared to tell me because she's afaid it'll hurt me .

Maybe she's scared of me... she doesn't know what I did to Louis, she never made it there in time to see the horrible things I did to him. But I only did it for her.

Wow, I almost killed someone over her. What?? Am I a mad man? What is this girl doing to me? I dont know anymore. Im not too sure what I know anymore, but I sure wish I did. 

I laid on my back on my bed with my hands clapsed over my stomach, looking up at my plain white ceiling. I wish my thoughts could be like my ceiling, blank. Just absolutely clear of everything... But after all the hell i've gone through, I dont think thats going to be very easy .

 L. O. U. I. S

Man, I guess Harry really did a number on me. Thankfully, my parents weren't home to see everything that had happened. After I regained conciousness, I cleaned the mix of mine and Harry's blood off of the floor and went upstairs to change. I changed into a black pink floyd shirt and some black basketball shorts. 

I sat on my bed, pondering. I completely forgot why Harry basically beat the bloody hell out of me in the first place. Then I remembered. Lacey...he must;ve found out about everything that happened way before he ever came along. That means they're talking, and he cares about her... If I know anyting about Lacey, I know that no matter what happens, she could never resist me. I also know that Harry losing his precious little bitch would break him down and thats exactly how i'll get my revenge .

Smirking devilishly, I unlocked my phone and scrolled through my contacts. 'Lacey Reed'. Perfect, I thougtht to myself...dialing her number .

"Hello, Lacey?"

"..Yeah this is she, may I ask who's calling?"

Wow, im a little offended that she doesn't remember my voice, haha.

"Oh, this is Louis my darling."

Even though she was silent, I could hear her heartbreak and her breathing heighten. Made me feel a little bit bad if im honest.

"Dont hang up, please. I just want to talk."

"There's nothing to say Louis..."

"But there really is love. Just hear me out... "

"You have 1 minute."

"Okay. I guess you and Harry have been getting close? Well I dont know what you told him, but he came over to my house not too long ago and beat the living hell out of me...-"

"15 seconds Louis."

"He hurt me really badly. I dont think you're too proud of him for that... Thats all I wanted to say though lovely." I removed the phone from my ear and just when I was about to hang up,

"...Louis."

"Yes?"

"Could you come over so we can talk about this.... please."