Last Day Filming

It was the last day of filming and even though I was so excited to be wrapping the movie up there was so much running through my mind. There were a couple things actually, one of my worries being that everyone would see this movie. Not only was I worried about whether I did my job to the utmost, but also whether or not I did my character and the story justice. Wasn't that what is was all about ?

But I think- no I know that the main reason for my worry was that The cast and crew would be going their separate ways. Which meant Shailene and I being separated for months until the movie was actually released. Not that I didn't want the movie to be edited correctly, but I hope to God that it would only be a few months until the premiere. The faster they edit the faster I'm with shai.

I'm sitting in the brown wooden chair In front of the small mirror in my trailer that I have called home throughout the last few months as we filmed and I keep glancing at the door. I keep waiting and anticipating for someone to knock. To call the last directions of what scenes we were working, clean up, and call it a wrap on everything.

But even as I'm waiting anxiously for the arrival of a member of the crew who was sent to retrieve me all I can think about is shai. Hell that's all I ever seem to think about. How she lights up a room, how she smiles and it always reaches her eyes, and how she carries around a jug of water straight from the mountains. All of these things made me really really like Shailene, and once today was over I had no reason to see her until our movie release tour. Just as I was about to completely lose my head, the long awaited knock finally arrived. I heaved my self up with a sigh and opened the door.

"Theo it's time, come on final scenes final moments let's give it all we've got." Said the crew manager. I gave him a soft smile and followed him out of my trailer. Just as I'm coming to the last step at the bottom of the landing of my trailer the crew manager turns the corner and starts screaming at some unknown member of the crew. I laugh to myself and make my way towards the stage.

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After the last of filming I returned to my trailer and began packing things away. It's so weird thinking that after months of wondering around set that I would finally be finished. At least with the first movie anyway. I put some shoes I had stuffed in the small closet of the trailer in a box, and began taking jackets and a few shirts off their hangers. After finishing the packing of my closet I waited for my assistant Lenny to return with more boxes for the random things I had laying around. Just as I was about to sit on the sofa there was a soft knock on the trailer door that I automatically new was Shailene's. I ran over to the mirror and straightened my hair and clothes before yelling "it's open Shai!" Towards the front of the trailer.

I heard a slight creak and Shai's foot steps walking up the stairs.

"Theo" she says in a soft voice that makes me want to melt.

"Shai, hi" I smile at her as she comes to stop in front of me.

"What are you up to?" She asked with am excited glint her eye.

That same look that makes me want to just kidnap her and keep her forever. The same look that makes me almost lose all of my self control.

"Last minute packing" I sighed, gesturing to the half empty room of the trailer.

"Mm" she mumbled, "You were supposed to finish this days ago."

"I know I just got caught up in savoring the last moments on set.", I said feeling a little embarrassed.

"I know what you mean," she laughed. "No judgement here at least your almost done. I haven't even began tackling mine."

"Really?" I asked looking surprised.

"Really." She answered in an amused tone. "That's actually why I stopped by, my things are heavier than I anticipated and I have a lot of stuff. I was hoping you could help me?"

I laughed watching Shailene with a hopeful glint in her eye. I backed up towards my closet and opened. "See I would but this closet is just such a big mess!" I said dramatically. "I don't think I can" I said with fake sympathy.

Shai gave me a look before walking to my closet and opening the doors wider before saying " Theo you are a complete idiot. "

"Your closet is completely empty stop being so dramatic. Plus you owe me one anyone way." She said turning to me with a amused look.

"Yeah I know I know," I said turning to face her only to realize how close we actually were.

I went to move back before I made an irrational decision like kissing her but, she stopped me before I could.

"Theo." she whispered

"Shai." I mumbled back right before she stood on her toes and did exactly what I was thinking but expecting the opposite of.

She kissed me.

Hard.

Perfect, everything was perfect. I pulled her waist to me quickly before she had a change of heart and pulled away. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I deepened the kiss soaking in every part of her. The way her fingers were soft against my neck, how she tasted of dreams and happiness. How she smelled like mangos and mint. Shai jumped wrapping her legs around my lower back. I spun around and pinned her up again the doors of the closet. She moved her arms from around my neck and began threading her fingers through my hair. I moved from her lips and placed butterfly kisses along her jaw and down her throat. She moaned and any self control I had was steadily slipping away. She released one of her hands from my hair and pushed us away from the wall.

"Couch" she breathed heavily in between heated kisses.

I immediately spun her around once again to head towards the couch but tripped on a hanger. I tried to regain my balance but the very edge of the couch softened our blow. Shai didn't seem to notice that we only successfully made It on a slice of the couch, or if she did she didn't mind.

"Theo we have to stop." She said in shaggy breaths pulling away from me. "I'm losing all self control here."

I pulled away giving her a hazy lusted smile. "Okay, okay." I said gasping for air.

I sat up on the couch more, Shai still wrapped around my waist, her legs straddling me. We sat there, like that, for a few moments just kind of staring at each other mesmerized. Shai with her head on my chest and me lazy running my fingers down her arms. A few minutes passed in silence before I suddenly felt shai kissing my neck softly.

"Shai" I saw in questioning tone.

I didn't get an immediate answer, just more agonizingly perfect kisses before she sat up and said, " Forget what I said before, control can go fuck itself."

Before I could laugh or respond, her lips were on mine once more pulling me in.