Something Real

Chapter one! I lost you

                 (Carla's POV)

"I lost you." Samuel says with pain in his voice.

"You never had me." I say holding back tears. I walked away from Samuel hoping he would run after me, but he didn't.

The Next Day

My lawyer got me off on accessory to murder but Polo is still being questioned, I still can't believe that Samuel would use me like that, but then again in the beginning I think we were both using each other until it became something real. We didn't tell anyone we had been hooking up although I'm pretty sure that slut he hangs around Rebeka knows and of course I told Lu because she's my best friend. At first I would brag about how I had him wrapped around my little finger but I don't think I realized it when I fell in love with him, after all we were just hooking up weren't we? I didn't realized that I was in love with Samuel until I thought he was gone. How does that old saying go? 'It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all' well I think that's bullshit because if I hadn't fallen for Samuel I wouldn't have lost him in the first place.

              (Samuel's POV)

I still can't believe what I did to Carla I finally thought we could be happy but I did what I had to do, now that bastard is going to be in jail for the rest of his life. Marina wasn't a saint but she definitely didn't deserve to die.

       The Next Day At School

"Yo Samuel!" I hear Rebe yell from across the hallway.

"Hey what's up?" I ask her as if my life wasn't falling apart without Carla.

"I have to talk to you about something it's important." She says grabbing my hand and leading me to the guys locker room.

"What is it?" I ask her a little worried, but before I could say anything else I could feel her lips on mine I just stood there in shock while she kissed me, and for the first time in a while I actually let my feelings about Carla fade away. I leaned into the kiss and before I knew it our shirts were off and we were up against the lockers. I continued to kiss her and I let out a moan,

"Carla." I moan

I didn't realize what I had done until she responded.

"What the fuck dude." She yells.

I had moaned Carla's name while having sex with Rebeka.

"You're thinking about that blonde bitch right now, god you're so fucked." She yells at me before putting her clothes back on and leaving the locker room.
I just sat there for a while thinking about Carla. Even when I wasn't thinking about her I still was.

(Carla's POV)

"Hey how are things with your boy toy?" Lu asks me.

"It's over." I say to her with a straight face.

"Oh honey, with guys like him it's never over." She says to me before walking away.

I continue walking to class as I pass the boys locker room I hear moaning, I peek in through the window and see Samuel and Rebeka having sex. My Samuel, mine, having sex with that slut, only he's not mine anymore, I guess he never was considering we were never really together it was just hookups, I guess it really was just sex, I mean if it wasn't he wouldn't have moved on so fast.

              (Samuel's POV)

I tried to forget Carla but I can't she's in my fucking head all the time and I can't get her out, everything about her is perfect, and her money is the least impressive thing about her. When I was kissing Rebe I didn't feel as good kissing Carla because when I was kissing Carla I actually felt something. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of Guzman's voice.

"Hey dude what's up?" He says in a laidback voice.

"Why are you being so nice to me?" I ask him genuinely confused.

"Well since you helped me catch my sisters murderer I think I owe it to you to at least be nice to you." Say says back in a calm voice, the calmest I've ever heard him talk since before Marina died, It's kind of nice not to be at each other's throats.

"So what's bothering buddy." He asks me.

"Nothing." I say not wanting to elaborate.

"Oh come on dude I'm an expert at reading people and I know something's wrong." He says to me.

"I've been hooking up with this girl and I thought we were going to be more than that but I betrayed her trust and now I don't know what to do, I've felt this connection that I haven't felt since..." I trail off topic.

"Before Marina died." He replies for me.

"Dude who have you been hooking up with and how did I not know about it? Is it that brunette chick? Uhhh, Rebeka that's her name right?" He asks me curiously.

"No, no, no not her it's someone else." I continue avoiding eye contact.

"Who else could it be Lu? Cayetana? There's no way it's Carla." He says laughing.

I look up from the ground and just stare at him.

"Dude you've been hooking up with Carla? Holyshit!" He says.

"It kinda just happened." I replied.

The bell rang and we walked to English class.

In English Class

"All right class take your seats!"

I sit down beside Rebe and I hear Carla who's in front of us let out a huge breath.

"What's your problem barbie?" Rebe says to Carla.

"Mind your own business slut." Carla says back.

"Oh okay you want to fuck with me." Rebe say a little louder than before.

"Yeah maybe I do." Carla yells back.

"Okay guys calm the fuck down!" Lu yells.

"Yeah bitch what did I do to you?" Rebe says to Carla.

"You had sex with the guy she's in love with." Lu says.

"Lu!" Carla yells back.

"That was supposed to be a secret?" Lu asks her.

"Oh who are you in love with." Ander asks loudly.

"Everyone shut the fuck up!" I yell.

"Oh my god." Nadia says with a shocked look on her face.

"You've been fucking Samuel?!"
Ander says with a stunned look on his face.

The room goes silent and everyone stares at me with shocked looks on their faces. What am I going to do now.

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