What is this feeling?
Why does my heart beats so fast when I hear his name?
It's not that I know him.
I've never met him but just his name makes my heart beat so fast.
Why do I get upset when he is talking to her and not me?
He is her friend so why does it bother me so much.
Maybe I should just talk to her about it. Maybe I should tell her how I feel about him.
But, what if she likes him too?
She seems to enjoy his conversation.
H. I have a surprise for you, I heard Britney.
And what is......
Hey H. It me. Owel said and he walks towards me with is arms open..
What owel??
Without a second thought I rushed to hug him. Damn that feels nice.
He pulled away after some seconds asking how I've been I answered quickly and asked him why he was he here and how come he didn't say anything to me.
Well.. the thing is I wasn't talking to me him. I don't know why I just wasn't. I made a silly excuse something about him not calling me but deep down I knew that wasnt it.
He turned away to talk to Britney that was when I took his appearance in.
Britney didn't tell me he was this good looking.
I sat on my bed to take a good look at the beautiful boy standing in front of me. The boy I dont know but by the mention of his name my heart starts to beat real quick and my temperature starts to rise.
He is the only boy I cant talk to Britney about concerning my feelings for him.
Hey! He said
That was when I realized I was staring at him.
Wow his lips, I will really love to kiss me him. I'm sure I would make an attempt to kiss him if Britney and that guy wasnt here. Who is he anyway?
Oh hey! I blinked twice before looking at him. His face is so adorable even with the beard and his eyes I could look at them all day and not get tired.
Can you hung this for me? He asked still looking at me.
My eyes immediately moved to his chest oh my God is he doing this on purpose?
I took his shirt without saying a word to him.
H. what the hell is wrong with you?
Keep it together.
I managed to have a conversation between him, Britney and the other stranger.
It didn't last longer than 30mins before Britney went out with the stranger's camera leaving owel me and the stranger. I managed to say two to three ways to the stranger but honest I didn't want to but he is a friend's guest.
I wasn't so bad. Actually he wasn't bad at all I just didn't want to have a conversation him.
Turned to my phone to reply a few messages and before I realized
Owel was lying beside me with his arms around my waist. Had it been any guy I would have quickly pushed his arm away but it was owel. Britney's Owel and I didn't care. I pushed a little closer to him and I noticed he was hard behind me. I wanted to kiss him to make him feel I also wanted him. But, Mr. Stranger was around.
Then Britney ignored him and I knew it was my chance to get him to feel the way I felt about him.
He started talking about coming here to see Britney and how hurt he is that Britney was ignoring him. He said a lot of things and I dont know if what I said made him feel any better because I was only thinking about him being hard behind me, how bad I wanted him. I was thinking about what to do with his lips how hard I was going to kiss him ...
Then he said he was leaving but will come by later before he return to school.
I spent the rest of the day thinking about him. Thinking about everything I could do with him. Then I heard someone whisper something to my eye. I might have fallen asleep thinking about him.
What? I asked as I got up from the bed to look at him.
He said "its was officially over between him and Britney".
I felt bad for him because he came all this way to see the girl he had love for almost three years just to turn him down but I knew that wasnt it . I knew deep down I was happy that happened.
Before leaving he asked me to hug him.
I sat straight on the bed with my arms open asking him to bring in it .
But then the said he wanted me to stand up.
I stood on the bed then hugged him....
I moved backwards a bit to look at his face again but before I could even process what was happening he kissed me.
Yes. He kissed me.
Owel kiss me, H.
Few days later after he left he called me and we talked for hours and I told him I liked him.
Even tho I did like him, I didn't mean it that way but he did. He said he also likes me and we started dating.
I didn't know how to tell Britney because I knew she liked Owel even tho she doesn't want to admit it.
But I did anyway. Britney is one of the few people I didn't like hiding things from she is a good listener and doesn't judge unlike Julia.
she told me she didn't like me dating owel but came to terms with it because she loves me and even tho she knew me dating Owel was a bad idea she still supported me.
Owel and I ain't dating anymore. At first he said I was a distraction and he couldn't study because of his feelings for me. Which was lame I know.
A few days later he told a guy messing with me that I'm his girlfriend and that the guy should back off only to tell me after some days that, Us dating shouldn't have happened.
He says he loves or loved me but I'm sure he tells himself that so he wouldn't feel like a dick.
Will edit later. I'm feeling super lazy at the moment. I'm sorry if you find it difficult reading because of my punctuation and bad grammar.
Ily❤
