Because of You

Hi this is my first story I guess. Hasn't been edited or anything... Please comment and vote. All comments are welcomed.

Thanks so much for reading it... :)

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Scared...

Why...

Because of you...

That’s why.

I thought I was your world.

I thought I was your girl

I thought we were in love

I was wrong

So were you...

Until you decided to leave me forever, in more way than one

Because

Because of a rumour.

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When I was little, I felt like I was free, like a bird soaring through the crystal clear sky, flying over the blue ocean, feeling the wind in my feathers.

But I was not a bird; I was a 5 yr old girl living on a farm and feeling the wind blow through my hair as I stood on the small hills not giving a care in the world. I thought I would grow up with no problems... so naive...

I wanted to grow up with a perfect life... perfect family, perfect school, perfect friends and a perfect boyfriend... When I explored our farm, I would imagine my future and plan everything out.

But when does anything go right...

As I grew up, I lost it all.... Now at 17yrs old I don’t believe in life anymore

I have lost it all...

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“Emily you better get up or you are going to be late for the bus!” Mum yells, passing my bedroom door. I moan and shove my pillow back over my head in denial.

The next thing I know, there’s a VERY loud ringing in my ear. “Wake up Emily, WAKE UP!!!!” I bolt up and fling my pillow in the process of trying to get away from the god-awful noise.

I look up and see my little sister looking at me with a big grin on her face with a big bell in her hand. “Mum said I could wake you up with my bell”

Oh my God. Remind me why she has a bell in the first place. “MUM why did you do that?”

”Well you should have gotten up out of bed in the first place, and then I wouldn’t have had to send Rachael into wake you up.”

I heave myself out of bed and started to stumble my way to the bathroom. “Rachael get out of my room… NOW!” Rachael prances out, ringing her bell as loud as she can. I groan, “RACHAEL!!!!” Mum and I yell at the same time. If I was in a better mood I would’ve laughed, but I just couldn’t see the funny side of it.

After my shower and went back into my room. “Hey mum where you put my school top?”

“It’s not a top, it’s a blouse and the blouse is in the wardrobe.”