"These kids have a bed for a reason but every time I wake up they here" David rolled over careful not to wake Carem up. "Well they still babies and I love having them all here. It'll keep you at bay always tryna get some play time" I smiled looking over at him.
"Well what do you expect Jalee is 6 months now. He's able to fend for himself for a few...I'm just saying" We both got up and went to the bathroom to finish our lovely conversation. "You crazy homeboy but trust me I've missed you two it's normal. Melli is picking them up later so we can spend time together is that cool with you" He grabbed my hand kissing the back of it.
"That's excellent I need all my time before my tour. It's not like this time you can flewed out baby girl." Having three little ones was work in itself especially with no babysitter or help. My mother and I were back to being estranged once I left her doorstep back in David arm.
"Well I don't want no nanny and it was bound to happen. Just know what you got at home fool because I ain't afraid to cut you" I sucked my teeth grabbing my hand back from him. "Trust me I know Shine I'm not messing up my kids life for a damn one night stand, Just know I wanna be here when it's Sierra's first day of daycare."
Sierra was finally able to register and her first day was next month on the fifth. Carem had to wait two more months which gave me more opportunities to perfect him potty training. "Everything I programmed into your phone along with times to call us. You just have to pick up the phone and look David Brewster" He wrapped his arms around my waist.
"Mommy" We both heard little Carem voice followed by whimpers. "That boy is to damn old" I went back in the room and picked me up. "My first boy your getting so big" I kissed his cheeks even though he clearly wanted to go back to sleep. "I guess once again I'll be cooking breakfast. Carem your gonna be the death of me...watch when mommy leaves" I smiled swaying him back and forth. He was only two but was still my baby even if I did have a legit baby.
Sierra was the only girl so we found time to take out and do some of the things she liked. I took plenty of time off to nurse myself back but now I needed to get back in my zone. Dave was going on tour and I was gonna work on my business. I got Carem back to sleep and went downstairs to see what daddy was going to cook.
"Cook...all I see is you on your phone" He looked up. "Yeah I'm ordering because I'd be damned. I have a video shoot later and need all my energy to be saved for that...sorry not sorry" I let it slide just because I was tired myself from last night. We went out to the club for a friends album release and I drank myself in a coma.
"You already know what I want but make me some tea. I'm glad I stopped breast feeding because I'm only filled with alcohol right now" At the mention David sucked his teeth. "I don't know why the doctor said it was the best option or atleast wait till he was nine months."
"Then you breastfeed David it's my body and last time I checked I've breastfeed the first time full on. I'm tired and he's doing fine on formula so please end it" I decided to make myself tea it was too early to get on my bad side. "Don't bother showing up at my shoot if your gonna be acting like this. You already know I don't have time for foolishness" I ignored him as he walked off.
Sometimes we were good and others we weren't, more then less it was always about the kids or us spending more time together. I don't know what he expected when we have three kids that depend on us. The media was more positive towards our relationship now that it seemed we were established. The last thing we did was a back to school drive and brought our kids along.
Other then that it was private the way I liked, I occasionally went live to talk but I steered clear of any questions about my marriage or my past which is Ariel and Shane. I would hope they found something better to do then talk down on me which is what exactly Shane did.
He changed up his looks and was having fun, We had talked and apologized from both sides. I was happy for him and his career but Ariel stayed the same. She did whatever she wanted to with her lowdown friends just without my name tagged along.
I texted Melli that I was tagging along with her to the amusement part. Before I would force us to talk it out but I gave up since it was always me. Now I'm not saying we're completely unhappy and near a divorce it's just simple errors we had before just made an reoccurrence.
After I made my tea I went back upstairs to the bed and cuddled up with the real baby Jalee. He couldn't go nowhere without his father but once he's tired it's about me "You really told Melli you going with them. Get an attitude and just dismiss everything" David Came in. "Boy you told me don't show my face and I ain't bout to stay in this house all day. Make your mind or just don't say nothing loser" I threw a L at him.
He stuck his middle finger "L my ass baby girl because I'll have shaped like that real quick. Now tell Melli your dumbass you lied and tell me you love me" I rolled my eyes. "Bye David your kids are still sleeping."
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