There's no tomorrow

Nightmares

I can't move. My body is paralyse and I feel my soul trying to get out of his body that is mine, my soul try to go away but I need it in order to live. I can see my body and my room, everything it's so weird and dark. It's creeping me out, I heard from my friends talking about something that feels like this, how did they call it... Sleep paralysis? They said that when you have sleep paralysis your mind is awake, but you can't move plus they said creepy things like seeing ghost or shit like that. I don't believe in ghost, demons, the devil or angels but this is scary even more scary than when you feel the regrets of getting on a roller coaster and you can't get out. Oh god please stop this shit it's not funny I want to pee! I try my hardest to move my left hand, no response, I try again and again, I am really paralysed and I'm going to pee in my new pyjama, NO! NO! NOOO! To late. Why is this happening? It is not pleasant and very unconfortable, I look at the clock in front of me that is hanging on the wall, It's 2 AM and it has not been 15 minutes since  I have went to bed! There is a whisper that I can hear, Is this the ghost they were talking about?! It is slowly approching, the voice is getting louder.

''The-y..Don't..Need you..You are just...Dis..''

I can't hear all of what he is tryingt to say! What the hell is he talking about? They don't need me? Is he talking about my friends, my family, my cat!? Oh no,no,no I am sure that Kiwi needs me for his food and water everyday. The voice his so deep and weird too, I can't tell if it's a woman or a man. All I can tell is that I peed in my pants and that I can't move a fucking part of my body not even my finger tips. Suddently the voice is right beside me, It's so dark but I can see how tall this monster is, almost like a 6'5' foot tall person and it has a slim body with big ass long nails. I scream In the most high pitch voice that I can do.

I wake up it's seven AM and the ghost isn't here anymore but my little sister is, holding my hand.

-Are..You ok big brother? You were screaming and convusling!

- I'm ok Nina, your big bro just had a nightmare.

- So scary that you pee?

This is so humiliating at 17 years old I wanna die...

-Yes Nina so, so, so scary, is mom here?

- No she's not, she told me to wake you up before she go.

- Ok, well now I'm awake! I'm gonna go change and I'll prepare your breakfast!

-Pancakes! I want pancakes!

-We'll see if we have all of the ingredients for pancakes, now go watch TV I have to change.

-Ok!

I get out of bed and my head hurts so much, I don't understand why this  happened..Especialy yesterday because this morning I have to go to shool at nine. I put some new pants on and a black long sleeve t-shirt to hide my scars like I always do. I go in the living room and my cute little Nina is watching pokemon, I'm so proud she's just like me, at least I can teach her some anime things if she get more interested later on. I check if there is food for the pancakes and...Nothing, nothing in the fridge again. It's really time that i get a job to help her with the food here or we are gonna starve to death. I feel sorry for Nina who wanted some pancakes today vut she will have to deal with it.

- Hey, Nina! I am going to the grocery store to buy some bread and peanut butter.

- We won't eat pancakes? 

-There's nothing in the fridges, one day I'll cook you the most delicious pancakes ok?

-Ok...

-Be good, I'll be back in ten minutes!

I put my shoes on and get out, I have to hurry or I am going to be late for my school bus. I run the fastest that I can. 

Finally at the grocery store I buy the thing I want  and go back home. We eat and then Nina and I go to take our bus.

Chapiter two : School

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