A 15 Year old teen sat on her bed crying again. Her light brown hair fell down her back as she was leaned over, hugging her leggs tightly. Scared to let go.
That's what she couldn't do. She couldn't take anything as a joke anymore, She didn't want to be happy. Everytime someone told her she needs to get out the house and do something to make her smile. It only made her current state worse.
It was a saturday night and her mom was downstairs watching tv while her dad was at work.
The cries from the tern could be heared from down stairs and her mother came up.
"Stop fucking crying! That's all you do. Grow up your 15 for gods sake." The teen didn't even look up to be able to tell that her mom was pissed.
The 35 Year old left the poor young girl in her room. Ally had just enough. The voices in her head told her to walk out but she was scared. They told her to kill her parents and run away. Don't get Ally wrong, she has thought about it but she knew she couldn't. As much as she hated living with them, she would be hurt even more if her parents died.
Not long after she heard her dad walk through the front door. Well, step dad to be honest. He was annoying as fuck. He always tried to help Ally but that's not what she wanted nor what she need it. She wanted to be left alone 24/7. Being alone with no one to ask how she was holding up or asking her to get out more, was all Ally could dream of.
A few seconds later and behind the wall next to her. She heard the shower turn on. Her door was closed. Her light was on and a small ping could be heard from the phone next to the young girl.
Ally looked up and reached out for the item that layed on charge next to her.
It was a text from her step brother. He was the only one who understoon Ally. She only opened up to him and two others. He understood why she felt ao depressed. He didn't ask how she was 24/7, he just left her to her own devices which helped her a lot.
Tj : Hey sis! Just wanted to know how school was and just wanted to tell you that dad and I are trying to make it to your b-day next week. X
Ally: School is the same shit hole as before you left. I don't want dad to see me upset. Him and I made a promise remember?...
Tj: FaceTime me plz. X
And she did. She wiped her tears that stained her pale face. Her dark chocolate eyes stung due to how much she had cried in the past 5 hours.
As she pressed the green call button. Tj answered right away.
" Hey Al." The 16 Year old boy said with a small smile on his face. He had tanned skin, vibrante blue eyes and black hair. His phone was set up on his desk from what Ally could see.
She held her phone in her right hand as her was atill cuddling her leggs up to her chest.
All she did was nod at Tj.
"One sec." A pained voice said as Ally put her phone down as Tj gave a small 'okay'. She reached next to her pillow to grab her earphones, once she plugged them into her phone she put the cold rubber buds in her ears.
She picked up her phone again and started a normal conversation with Tj. They always did all nighters on Saturdays. It was their little thing. Tj was always happy. He always smiled and he sure was OTT with his caring personality.
It sometimes annoyed Ally.
She didn't even know what was wrong with herself...
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Nothing Went To Plan.
General FictionAlly tried to be happy but couldn't she had this pain in the back of her head that never went away. She knew her depression could only go so far.