... so. I'm not sure if he still talks on here.
But.
I still love him....
I can't... I can't find myself forgetting... I cant find myself without his hoodie.. without crying... Without feeling depressed...
We met on September 20. He confessed so sweetly, and things went smooth. He came out as trans, FtM. I did everything he asked, I listened to him, I gave him my all.
Then he just says.
"I don't love you anymore. I just don't like you."
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.r e l o d i n g
m e m o r y
d r i v e
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.My name, is Alex Vizcarra. I am a proud pansexual that has been taken advantage of too often. I am proud of who I am, even if I walk in chains. If I walk, they will hear me sing my song.
"E v e n
I f
Y o u
T h i n k
Y o u
A r e,
Y o u r
N o t
A l o n e."I've been through a lot. I've recently become sadder after the loss of my lover. I have hid for so long and I'm not wanting to show myself.
I don't think I am going to be in a relationship. I loved him, so much...
It was almost our first year....
Like that, he left...
just like everyone else will. . .
I'm scared.
I want to meet someone that makes me feel happy ....
All good people are taken because everyone goes for them...
This is why I was scared of relationships.