Depression

"Don't worry about it..."
"I'm fine"

Is what I said
And of course you believed me
But it was only ever a lie

I'm falling apart
And you never knew

'Cause you cannot see
The tears streaming down
For they fall not off my face
But my heart in it's place

I'm crying
I'm dying
But you never knew

So I guess it's all true
I was always alone

I knew from the start
But is it wrong to have that
That maybe one day
Life wouldn't be so grey

I've been rejected by society
Neglected by friends

Yes I'm an outcast
But it's not like I care

Or so I'd like to say...

But that's not true
Words really do hurt

Life's just cruel
And there's no better way
For me to convey
That depression hurts
And I'm NOT okay