single life {dazai x chuuya}

my single life

It's been about four and a half months since me and chuuya had our first VERY careless hook up, he got pregnant and we had our child kimo

Kimo mostly looks like me but has chuuya's eyes, I always get emotional looking at kimo. His big blue eyes look at me as he starts drifting away in sleep as I hold him

I set kimo down in his crib and give him his teddy bear with the clothes that chuuya used to wear in the mafia, once I'm sure he's asleep I quietly walk out the room

"Goodnight my love" I say, turning off the lights

I sit in the living room in the couch, going through the TV looking at current news as usual I find nothing but something caught my surprise

"Chuuya nahakara or known as mr. Osamu, has been discovered to be the most skilled mafia and he might be moving to Japan, here's our interview we had with him"

I sit on the edge of couch about to fall off. Am I hearing this correctly KNOW! He wants to move back to Japan because he so -
My train of thought falls off track as I hear the interview

"So chuuya, why did you decide to move back to japan?"
" Well see there's more investing to do the-"

I couldn't take it anymore I turn off the TV, CHUUYA THE MAN OF MY DREAMS LEFT ME OVER A CHILD WE HAD, HE DIDN'T WANNA STAY TO TAKE CARE OUT OUR BABY .WHAT SUCH A DUMB MOVE!

I breathe in and out calming myself a bit before I end up waking up Kimo

"I just want kimo to grow up with a mom...and I'm not going find another person" I cry a bit and then hear kimo crying in his crib, I quickly get up and goes in his room

" K-kimo, shhhhhh please stop" I pick him up and rock him softly, I put his teddy bear in his tiny hands

"I understand mommy isn't around anymore....b-but" I start to cry...I hate crying infornt of kimo "h-he left us....a-and we'll be okay enough if you grow up without a m-mom"

Kimo looks at me, I stop crying and laugh a bit and put my hand against his face "you're the only thing I have left in this world..."
I lay him back in his crib

"Mommy will com back home one day....I promise" I walk out the room and then hear a soft knock on the door. What someone is here it's 6am in the morning....I open the door and see.....

"chuuya?!?!" I say in shock
" H-hi.. " chuuya says smiling nervously