Framed... A Kagehina story

Part 1

Hinata POV:

As I'm heading to school my head starts to become filled with really bad thoughts. Some of the thoughts consist of things like ways to die and where to cut next. My body, though it may seem small, actually holds a lot of secrets and scars...

You see I was bullied a lot when I was in elementary and it continued on through middle school, but it always seemed like it was getting worse as I started to get into playing volleyball more often. I was always told I was too short to play the sport or that I didn't have a good chance at winning if I was too actually join a proper team. I really hated listening to the bullies though so I always chose to just ignore them.

Or so I thought....

FLASHBACK

I had decided to put together a volleyball team with my friends and we actually got to play a proper game even though we lost it almost right away it was still fun.

While my team was there we had to verse this Kitigawa First team and on that team there was this guy named Tobio Kageyama.

I automatically recognized his name because I had heard tons about him when he was referred to as "The king of the court!" Anyways we versed them and lost. But this Kageyama guy must've really not liked me because just like almost any other person he decided to make fun of me for even trying to play considering my height.

The sad thing is that I actually had felt something in my heart the minute I walked into that gym and saw him, I had fallen head over heels for him and I didn't even realize right away.

When I went home that night after the game, it was as if something in me had snapped, as if everything that I was running from had finally caught up to me. Everything had finally caused me to crack into two...

⚠️WARNING!!! This part will have cutting and depression thoughts in it. If you aren't comfortable with that then skip to the next bolded part.

I always wondered to myself why I had kept a blade under my pillow in my bed.

I always wondered why it never worried me that it was there.

Better yet I always wondered why I had never had the courage or will to use it...

This time here had no hesitation, I knew what I needed to do. I ran up to my room without being questioned because no one was home yet and I took out the blade from under my pillow. I had never used it and yet I still kept it sharp Incase of an intruder or something. I took the freshly sharpened blade and began slicing into my wrists, a crimson red liquid slowly began to drip from the new wounds and down onto my hardwood floor. I seriously didn't care if I bled to death right at that moment. By the time I was satisfied and I felt better there were about forty cuts spanning from my wrist to my inner elbow area. I had to clean up the blood which was hard seeing as it had dried quite abit onto the floor already.

⚠️Okay so that's that! I will always put a little note before I do something like that because I know some people aren't comfortable with it.

Right as I finished the task I heard a car door slam and my mother talking to my little sister. I ran down the stairs after putting on a sweatshirt and greeted them as they walked into the house. "How was the game?" My mother asked. Those four words brought hatred to my tone. "We lost almost right as it started..." I said solemnly, trying to hold back the tears from flowing down my cheeks and me bursting right then and there. "Better luck next time! Dinner will be on in five minutes, I've just gotta change out of my work clothes and get Natsu ready." Mom informed me. I simply nodded my head and walked back upstairs into my lonely bedroom, that's the way I liked it though now, the piece and quiet was amazing and I never got disturbed when I was doing stuff, other than when it was time to eat or shower.

1 hour later!

We had finished eating and were getting settled down before bed. I decided to have a shower and I washed my wounds up with soap and water to make sure there wasn't gonna be an infection. The cuts really stung after I applied the soap because the soap was trying to clean out my cuts. I didn't think it would hurt that much though. That day was when I fully lost myself and became someone different. I became a lot more quiet around everyone and kept to myself, it was super odd but it was what everyone wanted, so I did it without any delay....
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Heyyyy, so this is my new story! Recently I got really into Haikyuu and I finished all the episodes that they've got released so far. My friends suggested I should write a Haikyuu story but I didn't know what to write about until I realized that I'm really into these depression stories and stuff because it kinda shows that people can relate and not judge when you write a story on here. Anyways I'll probably update this pretty often because recently I haven't been very happy about almost anything and I'm only happy if I'm with my girlfriend or two best friends. So yeah, leave any comments, suggestions, or questions you have for me in the comments section and I'll get to them as soon as possible.

Lots of love,
Aspen