Its not that I want to be happy,
Its a despite how hard I try
I can't bring myself to be happy
I feel suffocated,embarrassed,ashamed
Why did I have to be this way
I have a great family amazing friends, good academic results,
On paper everything is okay.
Yet all I ever seen to see is sadness and grey.
Its like there's this burden on me pulling me to the ground,
And however hard you try you can't bring myself out.
I can't bring myself to care
About anything, not me, not her,not him.
Living has become the nightmare.
And its just not fair.
- mackdonaldcylux
©2019
