Falling for Cameron Dallas

Chapter 1

I pull my hair into a high ponytail, grab my bag and hop into my car. Wow it's finally my last year of school, grade 12. So many things have happened these 4 past years. Grade 8 I was the 'pretty' girl that everyone loved just because of my boyfriend Tyler at the time. We stayed together for about 9 months until I had enough of him treating me like shit all the time, so I dumped him. As you would guess I turned from one of the most popular girl to the stuck up bitch that everyone hated. He truly did hurt me alot. Grade 9 I started getting into reading and found it the most wonderful thing in the world. I blocked every single person out of my life and would read and write books. I know it was weird and stupid but that's just what I loved. Grade 10 my mum was in a car accident and that absolutely killed me. I felt so horrible for blocking her out that I would literally stop reading and tear my books apart. By the end of that year my real friends left me, replaced me and totally destroyed me even more than I was. They didn't care about my mum or how I felt. The start of grade 11 I was diagnosed with depression as I lived with my dad. I would sit in my bedroom and cry all day. I hated school and life.

Finally I turned 17 at the start of this year and I found a job and I am now living alone in a little apartment close to my work and school. I bought myself a second hand car and I spend most of my time alone. I get some compliments from rude stupid guys at my school but I turn and walk away from them. I just hate the way every single guy is a jerk! Im over them!

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I stop my car and start walking to the front gate. As I walk down the path I see girls eyeing me with horrible looks. Looking at my daggy light wash jeans and loose black sweater while they are wearing the most sluttiest clothes out. You know the normal shorts up their bum and crop top just covering their boobs. I just don't get how they can wear that and let guys look at them while wearing that. Yuck. Also the fact that its -10 degrees and almost snowing.

I grab my books out of my bag and sit down at the desk next to the wall so I don't have to sit next to anyone or get distracted in any way. Here goes another day at hell...

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I feel my phone buzz as I head back to my car after a long day. It's my dad.

'Hey honey first day back at school? Did you meet any new friends? Love you x see you soon'

I sigh in the fact that he means did I meet any friends because I have none. I drop my phone on the passenger seat as I start to drive off. Dad is always trying to make me meet new friends so I won't be alone by inviting me to his buissness parties with all his friends sons and daughters there, but I would rather be alone then get catched in drama or get hurt again.

A few minutes later I arrive at my apartment and I walk into the elevator. I feel like absolute shit and just want to jump into my bed and go to sleep but of course I have to work tonight.

I drag myself into the elevator and to my apartment and unlock the door. I walk through my pretty much empty apartment. I never thought about buying any furniture. I have a tv, lounge,some kitchen things and my room has a bed and cupboard. That's all i need really.

I grab my work clothes and chuck them on.