Forever Changed

Prologue

Hey! Ok so this is my first time writing and I had this idea for quite sometime, so I decided to write it down. Now the grammar may be bad. Sorry. But if you like it comment on it of you don't still comment on it. Now the first few chapters are somewhat slow for me, but keep reading it gets better. Thanks hope you guys enjoy it! :).

-Alex812

Prologue

Life and death.

It's a part of who we are. We either are living or not, but just because they are breathing, moving, and feeling doesn't mean that they are really alive. When you really living is when you take everything into appreciation. From the grass that lives on the ground to air we breath in everyday. From the moments when you want to hug everyone to the times when you want to yell at them. Because you never really know, how much time you have on this Earth. Your life can change in a blink of an eye.

Nobody really wants their lives to change. They want everything how it is right now. So when a sudden accident changes your life, you can't really expect it. You just got to see what you can do about it. But what if that accident took the life of someone you love? Can you really move on or would you just crawl under a rock and let the world pass by you, while you just stay there thinking about why just happened?

It happened to me.

I had everything I ever wanted. A trust worthy best friend, a wonderful boyfriend, and a good life where I didn't have to do anything. But in one day, all that changed. In one day I went from the happiest girl to the most depressed girl on the world.

What happened you may wonder? Well my sister died. It's that simple, yet it was the most difficult to get over. I tried and tried to put the emotions and memories of that day down. But no matter how much you put the emotions and memories down, they always come back up. Always. The worst part of all was that I was there when she died.

Now tell me how you recover from watching a family member die? You can't. It says with you forever. The guilt feeds from you knowing that your sister died, but you lived and you could have done more. The feeling is horrible.

But now it's been a year and I'm here siting on the grass thinking about all this, while I'm looking at her grave.

In loving memory of

Kayla Emily Jenkins

1993-2010

Beloved daughter, sister, and friend.

She was all that and much more. But I have been such a bad sister to her and she has been nothing but nice to me. Now I can't change the past but I wish I can.

Let me start from the beginning. On the day that she died, but what you need to pay attention is not what happens before or during the accident, but what happens after. So this is my story...........