feelings?

The beginning

Hi my name is Jazmine I'm 14 years old, my life is interesting but in a bad way... I don't know man my mom and dad are divorced, he's trying to take my three siblings away... that's not going to happen.

I don't have much friends well real  friends to be exact.I haven't gotten bullied since the 6th grade, I'm in 8th grade now... School started about a week or two ago, it's interesting so far. I only talk to one person in school she's an old old best friend we don't really talk as much as we used to, but that's ok.

My mom is very strict I can't do as much as I... It's like the older I get the more rules I have. I don't get in trouble I'm the oldest child at 4, its interesting I have two brothers and one sister.I have a step dad he raised me, my real dad I met him a year or two ago. My mom has a boyfriend he moved in with us, I don't really like it sometimes but I can't complain he's helped a lot. But they have a drinking problem as bad... They stop drinking because they got a job my mom. started her job about a month ago her boyfriend started his job 2 weeks ago.

I almost ran away once it was interesting I didn't go all the way through. I almost got myself words that was interesting to I'm dumb. I like skateboarding I'm not that great at it, I learned how to do an ollie but I can't do it while riding so it's hard for me.I love to paint and draw it so fun very created most of my drawings are very sad but my paintings are all happy so I guess I have two sides.

Scared of the dark I'm scared of a lot of things. I'm scared of getting taken away from my mom...not by getting kidnapped or anything I guess I'd enjoy it to be free to be away for once from everything...no drama that's something that's never gonna happen.

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September 14th, 2019