I'M ALIIIIIIIIIIIIVE!!!

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Oof I've been gone... for at least 3 months... I'M SORRY!!!


Y/n POV

I wake up with a gasp... it's pitch black outside and my arms are hurting like hell... "What happened?" I ask myself as I try to remember yesterday, it's all blurry, but I can remember a few things... Cutting, puking, and then going to bed... that's it. A crash of thunder jolts me from my thoughts, I'm terrified of storms, so I'm hiding under my blankets as I listen to the rain and wind beat against the window right next to my bed. Welcome to my life.... Geez, I can now hear footsteps outside of my room, I'm freaking out now. Who's even out there at this time? The footsteps get closer as I start to breath faster, I then hear the door open. Shit! I feel a weight shift my bed down a little, who is this? I feel a hand start to rub my back, so I pull the covers off of my head, "Hey, kid..." It's... Tom? "Don't like storms?" I nod, I don't just not like them, I despise them. Another crash of thunder shakes the entire house, I squeal, but then cover my mouth, I know that he wouldn't want me waking the others. I curl into a ball and stare at the wall, "Y-You can le-leave.... y-ya kn-know..." I say, trying not to stutter. He shakes his head no and hugs me, he hugs me? I pull away, thinking he was going to hurt me. "Hm? Kid? What's wrong?" He asks me, tilting his head slightly. I back up away from him, fall off the bed, and run out the door, "Y/N!" I hear him yell for me, but I'm already out the front door. The rain pounds onto my head and body, making me soaked instantly, but as I start to run, a pair of arms grab me and take me inside of a house. I try to scream but a hand covers my mouth, "Do you wanna fucking die right here, bitch?" The voice growls, I shake my head no. A blindfold is put over my eyes, "May-Maybe th-this wasn't a-a-a go-good id-idea..." A nervous voice says, I then hear a slap and a small 'ow!' The blindfold is taken off of me and I see... "EDWARDO?!" I cry out, "The one and only! Now listen here bi-" I cut him off, "There are actually a ton of Edwardos in the world..." He slaps me, hard. But I don't move, "Heh, actin tough now, are we?" He says towering over me, I growl at him, earning another slap. "May-Maybe w-we sh-should stop..." A small boy says, "SHUT UP, JON!" "S-Sorry..." He says, shrinking back. I honestly feel bad for him... "Now, listen here... if you don't do what I say, then I'll make your life hell..." He starts, but I finish it, "What if I kill myself first?" I ask making everyone in the room go silent. I sigh and run out of the door, running into the woods only to get caught by Tord. "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, Y/N?!" He yells while hugging me, I hug back. "I-I thought T-Tom was go-going t-to hu-hurt me..." I say, "B-But he-he was ju-just try-trying to com-comfort me..." Tord sighs, "Come on, let's get you inside..." He says taking my hand leading me inside... My cheeks are burning, but I don't say anything... I just shake away from Tord and go to my room... I lay down and sigh, "You cause them so much TROUBLE! PATHETIC! BITCH! JUST DIE ALREADY!!!"  A voice in my head yells at me... I cry and take out my razor... "Should I?" I say out loud, but before I can do anything, my door slams open.

Tord's POV

I burst into Y/n's room to see her holding a razor up to her neck, I run to her and take the razor, throwing it across the room, "Y/N! WHY?!" I yell at her as she cries. "I-I do-don't k-kn-know! H-He to-told m-me to!" My eyes widen at her words, "Wh-Who?" "ED-EDWARDO!!! RE-REMEMBER H-HIS LE-LETTER?!" She asks me, I do... It wasn't that long ago... I sigh and grab her shouldrs, "You're going to therapy..." I state, "Wh-What?! N-NO! I-I CA-CAN-N'T!!!" She says loudly, her eyes fill with tears, "Th-The last ti-time I went... a-all th-they di-did was prescribe me medicine... a-all th-they care ab-bout is making mon-money..." She stutters, I sigh and hold her close. "Y/n, listen to me... these people do care, they spent about 4 years of their lives studying to help people like you..." I state while she just lays there. "...I-I ca-can't... I-I'm so-orry..." She chokes out... I sigh and lay her back down... "Y/n, you should remember that we all care about you, and that you shouldn't hide your emotions from us... we all know what happens behind closed doors, so open them and let us in... ok?" I say while rubbing her back, she nods and drifts off to sleep. I sigh and walk out, making sure to pick up the razor on the way out, just in case... I walk back to my room and lay down, thinking of how to make Y/n trust us... I don't know yet, but schools starting up soon... so hopefully she'll make at least one friend... I sigh and try to sleep... it's hard, but I finally do...


________________________________________________________________________________My Friend Sara: Welp... Here's the majestic creature known as Peyton... She has finally come outta 'er habitat... this is a rare appearance... just listen to 'er sing!

Me: REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

*Cough* Annnnyyywaaaaaaayyyyyyys I'm back! yee... um... yeah that's it...



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