Can't Hide it for Long

Good bye past.

Dead smack in my face was regret, sorrow, and confusion. New lives were being born into this dreadful world. When the lies appear..that's when the secrets become exposed to the people you care about the most. Sometimes I sit and wonder why? Why did I think I could trust these so called "friends". Only if I knew the real reason ahead of time. I was about 15 years old in the 10th grade. I had tons of "friends" back then until one day that all changed.

My name is Ashley Williams, I'm 21 years old. I don't talk to often about what happened to me when I was 15. I was 13 years old when I met Keondre Saunders. Keondre and I dated for 2 years as I can recall those where the best years of my life. Until one night changed everything my heart wanted and desired to become. One night Keondre invited me over house without my knowledge his parents where not home. We watched The Vow, while we watched the movie he kept trying to grope me but I kept pushing him away. When the movie ended he got up an laid himself on me, kissing me and kept trying to undress me. I kept pushing him away and tried to stop him. He forced himself on me, I called the police and told them what went down.

I was pregnant and Keondre went
to jail for raping me. I wouldn't tell anyone so I hid it behind my baggy clothes. I tried my best to stay in school but I had to drop out. All of my so called friends turned there backs on me when they found out i was pregnant and only in the 10th grade. "Home girl is a thotty she done fucked everybody and don't even know who her baby daddy is probably...I knew she was a hoe always around my man and his friends she probably fucked his friends.. Like for real who is her baby daddy? Cuz we all know she already fucked all the grade." Those where the messages that flooded my Instagram.

To be continued.