The Life Of Jy💯❗

Alone

        Right Now In Life , I'm Not Gone Lie I'm Confused ⛓😤
When Your In A Room Full Of People But Feel Alone What Is That ? 🤔🤔
When You Shut People Out Who Want The Best For You ?🤔🤔
I Feel Like Nothing ☹ I Wonder Why I'm Still Here😔 My Family Is The Only Thing That's Holding Me , But Its Only A Thin Rope . I Feel Like A Butterfly With No Wings , Worthless . I Wanna Tell Somebody How I Feel , But Its Hard To Express Myself . When You Tell People Your Deepest Struggles , Some Of Your Toughest Moments Or What You've Been Through They Throw It All Back In Ya Face 🥺🥺 . Sometimes The BEST Way Is Just To Hold It In Because In Reality Nobody Gives A Fuck 😠 . I'm Going Down The Wrong Path Im Gonna Be Just Like My Dad A Young Fuck Up 💯🗣 I Want Better I Swear I Do 🙏🏼🙏🏼 . But Its Hard I'm All I Have 👍🏼💯 No Family To Call On , No Friends Shoulder To Cry On , No One To Vent To 💯😔💔 . Just All Alone , Sometimes It Would Actually Feel Good To Have Somebody WHO Actually Cares🗣😔💯 . I Never Had That Before, I'm Dien For It But Not Desperate 🗣💯 . ITS A DIFFERENCE. When Your Actually Fighting Demons And Getting Karma 😠💯 . I Think I'm Fighting Both . I've Done So Much Fucked Up Shit In My Life 😩 , I Wish I Could Take Back . Said Fucked Up Shit That I Wish I Could Take Back 😕 . I Want Me And My Mom Bond Back , I Can't Even Look Her In Her Eyes 💯💔😠 That Shit Hurt My Heart The Most🙏🏽🥺 . I Disrespected You When All You Wanted The Best For Me😔I Let You Down , I Fucked Up So Many Times , I Lied . I Told You Lie After Lie 😤😤 . I Know I Hurt Your Heart , Cause That Shit Hurted Me So Much💯 . I Failed My Dad , I Know All You Wanted Was For Me To Stay With Mom And Help Her With My Siblings💯 Me And My Brother Fucked Up , We Let All Of Yall Down🥺😔 . I Really Be Feeling Like Leaving This World And Never Coming Back 💯🗣💔😕. But I Know With That As Much As I Think Nobody Love Me Out Here, My Death Will Hurt Somebody Even If Its Only My Family 💯 . I Know My Mom Will Always Have My Back , Front Side And More ♥️💍💎💯 . My Mom Was My Dad🤞🏼 My Bestfriend 👩‍👧My Boyfriend 👫🏼My Diary📒 My Every Thing🥴💞💫 . Now That I'm Alone I Realized LIFE IS NOT EASY . I KNOW YOU TOLD ME THIS PLENTY OF TIMES AND I NEVER LISTENED . BUT NOW I SEE IT 🤦🏽‍♀️🗣 But Ain't Nothing Ian Ready For 💪🏼 Ma YOU Didnt Raise No Pussy 💪💯I'll Go Through Anything , I'll Fo Anything For You 💪🏼💯 . I'll Give My Whole Life For You And My Sisters And Brother♥️💍🙏🏽 . Ain't No Love Like Ya Mom Love☹🥺💔💯 . I MISS THAT GOOD GENUINE LOVE 💯 .