I'm fine!!!

Chapter 1

Pain is all I felt in every move I made. Funny enough there is nothing I can do about it for the past seven years it has been that way. Interesting right.

Oh pardon me here I am feeding you my pathetic life without you knowing who I am. I'm Mia a seventeen year old girl who is living in her Parents house. That's right I don't think they are after the death of my elder brother. They blamed it on me and took their aggression on me every day. Can you imagine they turned all my siblings against. The most painful is my twin brother.

Back to reality I was getting ready for school when my twin Miles came into the room banged my head on the wall and said "you this cunt cant you be any faster we are getting late for school"

I looked into his eyes to see whether that was really my twin who promised to be with me through everything but all I saw was emptiness and my heart dropped into my stomach at the amount of beatings I was going to receive.

"I really wish you were the one who died rather than Nathan" Nathan was my elder brother who died in an accident we where both involved in

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Nathan" my Ten year old self called
"Yes M" he answered
"Can we go get ice cream" I pleaded immediately putting on my puppy dog eyes knowing he can't resist.
"Arrrrgh" he complained "must you always do that"
"What" I said innocently keeping up with the act
"Uggggh stop you know what I'm talking about"
"I don't" I continued
"The puppy dog eyes you make knowing I can't resist them" he said making a circular motion around my eyes
"Ok you got me but please let's go get ice cream" I said jumping around him.
"Alright kiddo let me grab my shirt"
"Yayyyyy" I screamed while running downstairs.
"Hey hey hey keep it down or we go nowhere"
"Sorry Nath" I said falling in step with him

Nath was my favorite elder sibling obviously apart from my twin brother Miles. I loved spending time with him. I saw him as a hero and wanted to like him me being the last child of my parents always made my elder siblings pick on me but he always had my back and told me that they all loved me and they are all jealous of me being the last because my parents always showered their love on me

On getting to the ice cream shop we got down from his car and I skipped into the ice cream shop and waited at the counter for him
"Hello Mia" Heather the lady behind the counter said. You must be wondering how she knows me well she was my babysitter when Nathan was in dorm during his first two years of college and that was because our home was ten hours away so we recently moved because of Dad's job where he was promoted to the senior manager of the branch

"Hey Heather" Nathan greeted
"Hello Nathan"she replied with little but sweet smile. I swear I saw Nathan's ear turn a little shade of pink. Omg this two will be perfect together
"So what do you want to get squirt" Nathan asked drawing me out of my day dream
"Two scoops of straw berry in a waffle cone"I beamed
"Ok" he said turning to face her "So Heather please can you give us a two scoops of strawberry and also two scoops of mint flavoured ice cream in cones"
"Two cones coming up" she said giving me a wink and I giggled
Then she turned to get our ice creams and I suddenly remembered my twin Miles and turned to Nathan and tugged on his pants
"Nath please let's get some ice cream for Miles" I begged
"Pretty please"I continued
"Yea yea but that won't be fair on the others"
"Please you could also buy for them" I reasoned
"Okay okay we'll stop at the mart to get theirs" he said
"Thank you"
"Here you go' Heather returned from getting our ice cream. I stretched to collect it from her
"Thank you" I shrieked grinning and moving towards the car.
I waited outside the shop for Nathan who came afterwards. We got into the car and he drove towards the mart to get two tubs of ice cream for my sibling's
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We walked out of the shop and into the car and my brother drove off we passed a park and I was fascinated by the surroundings the green grass the children laughing and running around the parents scolding their children not to stray away the dogs jumping around their owners catching freebies in a blur of moment we turned into our street and from nowhere a truck ran into us and we somersaulted and turned three times and finally came to a stop in front of our home and all I saw was black spots and i welcomed it hearing screams that sounded like our parents calling our names

I woke up to hearing sounds like beeping and wondered where I was then the nauseous smell of hospital then came rushing to me but I couldn't do anything because i felt trapped where i was i tried moving my hands but they were like tied to the bed i also tried moving my eyes but they felt glued I kept on trying to move but it was an impossible task my mind strayed to Nathan and that was all i needed to go, my eyes fluttered open but I closed it almost immediately because of the blinding light and in a moment Miles was by my side and he gave me a glass of water before I heard the heart shattering news of my brother's death
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