the troubled girl

why I am the way I am

January 1 2014

hi my name is jada jada Wilkinson I am from Omaha Nebraska I am 15 I was born September 6 1998

my best friends are skate swazz Sammy who is my brother gilinsky and jj who are known as the Jack's they are on tour anyways enough about them.

I get in trouble alot I have been in hand cuffs 15 times.

I see the lights

Officer: miss Wilk

Me: hey officer Thomas

Officer: please call me david

Me: how's the kids

David: they are good they miss you

Me: I haven't seen them in awhile

David: you know the drill

I get in the front seat

We drive to get food

Me: I wish I wasn't like this

David: why are doing this

Me: the memories

He pulls in to McDonald's

I get Fry's and a milk shake

We go back in the car

He looks at me

Me: ok let's go through the process again

David: I am just taking you home

1 hour later

I walk up to my house and wave bye to David I walk in mom and dad are not home guess it's just Sam and probably nate

I walk in

Sam: where were you?

I keep walking

He gets up and walks over to me and grab my arm I push him away

Me: just have fun with your friend and forget me.

Sam: you make mom cry and dad. you have broke this family apart. I wish you were in that  mentel hospital.

Ouch that hurt I turn around

Me: we use to be close.
it use to be the Jack's skate you swazz and me.
then vine and YouTube came along and you all forgot about me.
then you left school and I got bullied so much.  I changed and built up walls.
you guys just forgot I was even a Live. mom and dad turned against me. I had no one the only friends I have are the cops that arrest me. you don't know what I have been through. because you live in a perfect world so you have your perfect world and I will live in the real world.

He let's go Nate  looks at me sad

Sam: I miss you

Me: well it's a little to late for that.

I walk up the steps to my room and go to bed