Omg why do we go through the ruff life ever since my dad died in the army my mom never been the same she couldn't supply for meh and my sister and if she did it comes from her selling her body
I always told her there was no need too do that even tho the little money I was making wasn't much but we could get through life
But now I'm pregnant and I'm going too have too get another job too supply man life is hard
Anyways my name is regine im 17 years old I will be graduating next year then off too college but for now I gotta worry about my family
Diamond started too call meh so I went too go see what she wanted when I went too ask her what she wanted she was in the kitchen looking for food
"Omg there's never food here I'm so hungry" Diamond says I just sigh I'm going too ask mama too see if her food stamps is on the card because I ain't get paid yet and there's no food in the house
My little sister diamond she's 14 but acts mature she haves a side job through her school she only makes 150$ a month so that's what she spend for herself
"Mama is there money on the food stamps card" I asked she yelled yes so I got went into her room and grabbed it and ran up too my room too put on something simple too wear too the store
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(Her outfit❤️)
After I get dressed I go too the other apt my neighbor mrs'nore she like a 2nd mom too me she helps me deal with my emotions and stuff my mom can't handle
I knock on her door 3 times then she answers but keep the chain on the door and peek out and then fully opens it when she sees me
"Hey baby how you doing" she says I say hi back then I ask if I can borrow her car she says sure and hands me the keys before I leave I hug her and tell her thank you
I get too the car and turned it on I hooked my phone up too the speaker even though we poor I make sure we don't look like it
Anyways I'm driving too price rite because it's cheaper there my mom gets 430.50 exactly for her stamps I walked in and went go buy the freezer food that we will cook and not leave in there
Then I went too buy the fridge food and drinks after that I grabbed snacks I went too the self check out because them people think they slick adding on too the payment like hoe bye excuse my language but Fr man
While I'm about too pay for the bags a boy walks up too me asking if I needed help I said no because I have no time for boys right now he says am I sure I say yes then pay and get my receipt and leave
I walk too the car and put the stuff in the trunk and drove home it don't take that long too get home but before I get there I stop at McDonald i use the 5$ on my regular card too pay for my meal then drive home when I get there I grab the bags and put the stuff away then walk next door too give mrs'nore her keys back
I walk back into my apt my mom definitely has a costumer I hurry and put the things away then too my room and locked my door the I text my sister too make sure she did the same she responded and said yes I let out and breath and went too lay on my bed
The memory of how I got pregnant soon came too my mind one day my mom wasn't home and her regular people came too do business with her when I told him she wasn't here he stepped inside and looked me up and down and said that's fine by me I was confused for a second till he grabbed my arm I yanked it back then slapped him and told him too leave
He got angry and closed the door and pushed me down onto the floor and choked me I couldn't breath I was trying so hard too get out his grip but I couldn't it was too hard
When I gasps for the last breath I was out cold last after that I woke up in my bed with no clothes just sticky and dirty I started too cry because I felt sore I felt disgusted I felt wrong I cried for a week
I was in pain then 2 weeks later I had an doctors appointment and they took test and came back too tell me I was pregnant I was in shock but I knew I couldn't do nothing about it
I soon heard the door close so I knew my mom was done I grabbed spray and went downstairs too spray the air and went into the kitchen too cook my mom came with 1,500 she told me too pay the rent and too get me and my sister some things I just nodded and went back too what I was about too Cook I grabbed the wraps and bacon,hamburger meat and taco seasoning and put it in the pan
After the meat got done cooking I grabbed the wraps and filled it with meat sauce cheese lettuce and cream cheese then told everyone too come get there food
We ate dinner and went too bed right after I just jumped in the shower and got Dressed in a big shirt and went too sleep Another day gone away ughh school tmr how great as sleepiness faded over me I was out like a bug
__________________________ Okay sooo yes I made a new simple book it won't be as hoodish and stuff like that i actually think I did good on this one
