Yellow sundress (gxg)

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I was yet again smoking in the backyard with a drink in my hand at another one of Chris' parties. He always invited me to them, and me not being a fan of 'standing and talking around people i dont even know for 3 hours™' , i most of the time said "No", but of course i can't always lock myself in my apartment, so i go once a while.
I also don't want to be rude, and I'm always looking for a girl, so, it doesn't hurt to try right?

We've been friends since high-school, and we know eatchother a lot, you know, like friends usually do.

He was one of the first people i came out to. Thanks God he supported me. I don't know what would be of me without his constant support throughout all these years. I'd probably be a mess, still living with my parents, forced to have a boyfriend, going to church, and crying everynight (which i still do once in a while by the way). But I'm glad i met him. He's an annoying pain in the ass sometimes, but that's just how friends are after knowing them for so many years.

"Hey!" Chris opened the glass door and waved at me. "You've been out here for a while, i thought you left for a moment but Frank told me you were outside smoking and drinking alone again. You good Steph?"

"Yeah yeah, don't worry" i responded, throwing my cigarette down and stepping on it, "i'll go inside in a sec. But, do you have some beer left? Full offence but these drinks suck man" we both laughed. "Fuck off" he grinned, "you'll see when you get in".

He closed the door and i stood there for a bit, my head resting on the wall while looking up to some palm trees in the distance.

Fuck. I am, so lonely. God, i know you hate me and im going to burn in hell, but please, just let me meet a pretty girl. I want to find purpose in my life again, i want to be happy and make someone happy. I want my life in two. And god dammit, i haven't had sex in months, just pleace have mercy on me.

I went inside and i walked to the kitchen. I left the drink on the counter and i looked inside the fridge to hopefully find some beer. To my luck, they were still there 2 bottles and 3 cans. I grabbed a bottle and quickly closed the door, hoping that nobody else found my treasure.

I went to the living room and looked around for a bit. Almost everybody was standing and talking loudly, while generic trap music busted through the small but considerably powerful speakers. I looked over to the couch to see Chris and other of our friends talking and laughing.

"Wasssssup" i said, laying down next to Chris. "Hey Steph!" Max "waved" at me with his finger while holding a drink. "So long without seeing your bum ass! How's the hibernation season going? Got any cool dreams? " he smiled at me with his dumb sarcastic face.

"It's been great now that you ask. Hibernating is a good way to avoid crashing my dad's car you know." i gave him an evil smirk. "Well now you're just being mean" he tried to hide his laugh. Ann was there too, and she waved at me as well. "Hi Stephy. How's life going?" she asked.

"Uh, that's personal information i rather not get into" i joked round. "Come on!" she playfully punched my arm, "have you met any new girl yet?". I awkwardly smiled, "Ehh enough talking about me, why dont we talk about Chris! I'm sure he has a lot of uhh, good stuff to tell, am i right Chris?" i punched his arm with my elbow.

"Talking about new girls" he said looking down at his phone, and my eyes lit up, "i forgot to tell you, but i got a new roomate some weeks ago, and i think you might like her. She's from college. She's a bit shy but she told me she's down for meeting new friends... And maybe something else" he winked, "Im sure she'll love to know you Steph"

"Oh god Chris are you back into trying to find me girls? " i asked him, "i never said i stopped" he smiled at me. "You know i already told you there's no point into trying to get with a straight girl, right?" i asked raising an eyebrow, not really trusting him.