Sky Garden (Soraru x Lon)

Pure but Dirty

Just an usual night. But this time, a strange feeling was fulfilling her chest.

Lon stared at Soraru's back. His shoulder was rising up and down as his breath. Seeming so tight in his sleep while Lon couldn't. 21 minutes since he fell asleep, since then, the blonde-haired haven't slept yet. Not because she wasn't used to sleep with Soraru like this, they often do it though, but something was distracting her mind.

Usually, Soraru would cuddle her before fall asleep. Giving all of the warmth and love through his arm, which wrapped around Lon's waist. And they would be like that until morning. But it wasn't happening this night. Even Soraru wasn't facing her. Leaving many questions in her mind. Also, her body was cold now.

"Soraru-san..."

Can't hold it any longer, Lon decided to ask about it. Even though she would seem selfish. Her voice was so low and soft. Nonetheless, Soraru must be disturbed. It was his sleep time after all. Yes, she knew it. Besides, Lon couldn't help but did it. Or her mind would be worsen, thinking that Soraru did this unusual behaviour because he hates Lon.

There was no respone. A sound of his breath could even be heard. Suddenly, Lon felt guilty with her decision. Soraru still had no enough sleep. He must be so tired because his work. So Lon was giving up for now. She could ask her lover tomorrow. Even though she was still confused and sad.

I should sleep, too...

Lon brought herself closer to Soraru. Her hand grasped the fabric, that Soraru used, gently so it wouldn't disturb his sleep. With this, Lon could feel her lover's warmth, which be wanted, even a little. Feeling comfortable with her position, Lon closed her eyes, trying to sleep.

"... Lon..."

Just by a calling, Lon's eyes was opened slowly, even though feeling suprised. She haven't ever think that Soraru would wake up. Not before she gave up. Guiltiness could be felt, but not as obvious as before. Soraru didn't sound annoyed even a little. His voice was gentle and sleepy. But still, Lon woke him up after all. It was her fault.

Her hand let the grasp go from Soraru's shirt. He must be distrubed because of it. Lon also kept a longer distance from the dark-haired. Maybe, her lover didn't want to be touched by her this night. "... I'm sorry, Soraru-san..."

"Why did you apologize?" Soraru asked with all of his confusion. Having no idea a wrong thing that Lon did. Before Lon was about to answer, he turned his body, facing the blonde-haired. The confusion was fullfiling his pair of sapphire eyes. Staring at the aquamarine orbs in front of him. "You did nothing wrong."

"I–"

"You even keep a distance from me. Why?"

This, a habit which could be annoying from Soraru. Always cut other person's words off before it would be finished. It would happen when the dark-haired was confused with something. Lon was used with it and usually could tolerate it. But this time, it was suprising her.

With it, something which she thought wasn't true. Lon could feel relief. Soraru wasn't as sensitive as she thought. She wouldn't worry again. Now her previous confusion could be asked without hesistancy.

A small and soft voice could be heard, while Soraru was listening carefully. "That's because you didn't cuddle me... I think, you don't want to be touched by me."

Blinking for a second, Soraru was processing something that he heard. Then, he gave a sooth smile that warmed Lon's heart. A cuddle was being given for Lon after some seconds. Giving the blonde-haired a shock. It was so tight, but warm at the same time. She buried her face in Soraru's chest, looking for another warmth which she wanted so bad from the first.