Dinala ko ng lalaking ito sa garden. Hindi ko alam ang lugar na to. Hindi naman kasi ako palagala,pero ang nakakapagtakha ay pano niya nalaman yon ganung bago lang sya dito sa school,pinaglololoko ba ko nito?
"Here,catch." I catched the bottle filled of water."So what happened? Is that James right? I knew it from the very first time you confessed."
"You mean--Andrea and James,are in a relationship?"
"Yes,with each other. You're no longer James's future,so i guess stop your daydreaming now,and face the reality."
Unexpectedly my tears went down,He saw me crying..and i cried infront of him
"W-why?" Tanong nito sakin. inabutan niya ko ng panyo at kinuha ko naman yon.
"he's my crush since i was grade 1,I had this courage earlier just to confessed on him now. i even told this to Andrea but then,they betrayed me.!"
"They didn't betrayed you,Andrea were just inlove like you. Unfortunately,the one he loves is also the one who you care."
"Yeah--right,you should have been warned me. tss" tumayo ako mula sa aking pagkakaupo. Naisahan nanaman ako!
"hey! where's my hankie?"
"uh--i forgot,here." Inabot ko sakanya ang panyong ipinahiram niya sakin,ayoko na sanang ibalik dahil lalabhan ko sana kaya lang nakuha na niya.
"Chin up,dude he's not the right one for you"
umalis ito at inunahan pa kong maglakad..tss bastos talaga!
Umakyat na ko sa taas upang pumunta na sa klase. Ayoko pa sanang makita si James pero sabi nga ni Andrei, 'Chin up.' then i'll just listen to his advice.
Hindi pa man ako nakakarating sa taas ng makita ko si Andrea. She's really waiting for me? for what?
"hey! uh--i'm sorry." Hindi ako huminto sa paglalakad instead ay dirediretso lang ako without even looking at her.
From now on,She's not my bestfriend anymore.
"Maris!!" i refused to walk.
She grabbed my hand violently.
"I said I'm sorry!"
"the hell of sorry. Keep it to yourself,i don't need you anymore,i don't need you in my life"
Hindi na niya ko pinigilang maglakad,kaya naman nagpatuloy na ko sa paglalakad. kahit makita ko pa si James,dapat ay mawalan ako ng pake,Katulad ng dati..gaya nga ng sabi niya 'hindi tayo close.' i must use to it.
papasok na sana ko sa school,nang biglang may babaeng humarang sa akin.
"Are you the one whose Andrei's referring to?"
"What are you talking about?"
"he's making us fool,for finding a girl,hoping that wasn't you..kasi kapag ikaw yun,mukhang nagsayang lang ako ng oras."
hindi ako sumagot sa sinabi niya kaya naman nagalita sya ulit.
"May gusto ka ba kay James?" Hindi ako nakapagsalita sa tanong niya. Ilang segundo pa ang lumipas nang bigla kong nakita si James sa likod ng pintuan,he's listening?
"Hindi. Hindi ko sya gusto."
"is that final?"
"yeah." Hindi ko na sya pinansin at diretso na kong pumasok sa classroom.
I'm not going to talk too much now,cause i'm tired.Tired of crushing him..tired of hoping.
as i walk in to the room as usual para nanaman silang nakawala sa hawla dahil walang teacher. By just looking at them making me already falter.
BINABASA MO ANG
When i met a Jerk
RomanceHe's my ultimate crush..i was so inlove with him when i was a Grade 1..i don't know but maybe everythings,destinies are staking up on me. i'm about to tell all of the hidden feelings of my heart to him,when i suddenly saw another guy--playing guita...
