I was just a child maybe 6 or 7 thought the world was puppy dogs and rainbow suckers.
I was so very wrong, and THEY SAY FORGET!!! Why I can't I think about it, dream about it and cry too.FORGET I am 54 years old and I still remember like it was a few minutes ago.
Of course I had THERAPY LET GO OF THE PAST!!! THE SAID!!
DON'T YOU THINK I HAVE TRIED ALL THESE YEARS!!
What's worse is the person who hurt me was FAMILY, Oh me how do you forget that you have to see them act like the great person that I try to act like when actually I'm having homicidal thoughts! Funny I would never kill anyone except myself.I hate myself more than anyone.
But here I am another sleepless night wow I am sick of looking at these pictures and walls. I mean IV made myself forgive but not me. I love my children so much.My grandson is my joy!
That's why I'm still here Evan though suicide enters my mind every day but I make my self think about that little fella that calls me Grandma and I write and I make it through the day!
FORGET NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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The Past
PoetryI write with total integrity and honesty. My life has been valleys and mountains. The past is forgiven but I will never forget.I forgive for my sanity not yours
