I'm Here.Always (bajancanadian ff)

Chapt.13 Let's Start Slow

Ok so I haven't updated in a while so here it is.;)

                    Jordan's P.O.V:

I cried for a few days.Scratch that I cried for a week and a half. Listening to Nightcore and TechN9ne. After about 12 days of bawling my eyes out...
"Nolan...Nolan please! don't!" I crawled across the floor and tried to open the door but Nolan slammed it shut.I screamed out of fear turning around quickly."Shut your fucking mouth you bitch! I don't have time for this. Just shutup and fucking suck me off! You should feeled love! Atleast I haven't left you to rot in your little hole.Its pathetic!"His words poisoned my ears piercing my mind. I looked up at Nolan's smiling face.I nodded  and got on the bed."

I had another flashback.
You know how when you do something intimate that you do it for that person because you love them.And its suppose to feel good because  you're pleasing them.But it hurt. So bad. When he came I did swallow it but I threw up.I threw up! You're not suppose to do that are you? I screamed throughout the whole flashback. Mitch rushed into my room. It wasn't surprising. He had stayed when the rest of the guys left. Preston stayed too for a while but he had to leave too.Jerome followed behind as well as all the girls. "Baby what's wrong?!"Mitch exclaimed worriedly rushing over to me. "P-p-please do-on't t-touch me"I stammered as he wormed his arms around me but quickly took them back to his chest."Are you ok sis?"Jerome asked."DO I LOOK OK? WHAT DO YOU THINK?!"I screamed back, furious that he would ask such a thing. Was it not obvious that I was completely and utterly NOT ok."What's wrong baby?"Mitch asked again. "Everything....I just can't."I said weakly."What do you mean?"Maddy said doubtfully. "I can't do this."I explain gesturing between me and Mitch."W-what?"Mitch's voice cracked and he sounded like he was on puberty. "I can't do this relationship yet. Don't get me wrong I like you a lot but I just can't do this. I just....can't."

                 

              To be continued.....

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