The Feelings Behind My Face

Why Do I Feel Like This?

Sasuke POV
Today was just another day of mostly the same thing, wake up, take a shower, change, eat breakfast, put on my shoes and go to same meeting place every morning, just my the river and a small forest. So today was kind of different, I just noticed that I always have a straight face when I talk to Naruto but I have this urge inside me that wants to hug him and have him in my arms. Make him mine . . . I always feel so nervous and warm when I am talking to him. Kind of like looking at the sun itself. He is so wonderful and beautiful . . . Wait . . . Did I just think that?! Why am I even trying, though, I clearly have something for him, but maybe that's how friends feel for each other.

I was about to keep thinking when a loud scream made me come back to reality. *sigh* It's only Sakura. Why can't she stay more quiet like Naruto? Though he is loud himself. But I prefer to hear Naruto shout my name than Sakura. "Sasuke-kun!!!!!" shouted Sakura. *sigh* what did I do to deserve her on my team?! I have enough problems just trying to figure out what my feeling do Naruto exactly are!! Whatever I know I will have to wait an hour for Naruto to come, might as well use the time to figure myself out.

No I can't do that, I will get bored and I might as well train for a bit. Well now thinking about it, no, we have to train today. I really don't know what to do. Clean my house? It is already clean other than Itachi's room that I haven't touched since he killed my clan. Might as well see Naruto. Though I know he is sleeping but I want to see how he looks like. God if I know that I will get a nosebleed because if he is cute awake who knows how cuter he looks asleep. Wait, can friends think like that? I think yes, I just don't know, I haven't had a friend. No but what if I make too much noise and he wakes up? Wait, I don't make noise at all. But if he just wakes up, we'll maybe I will be spending my one hour waiting for Naruto to come just thinking and looking around, why? Because I'm bored.

Naruto POV
I was just sleeping like usual but this time I was woken up by this sensation that I have when someone is talking about me but this one woke me up so I am guessing this person really is thinking about me, and hard. But why would anyone do that? I mean I am not popular with girls at all, unless they are talking shit about me. No, that can't be, this sensation feels different. I think someone likes me?! But who? Who would like a guy like me? Hinata? No, she is always stalking me and I know she likes me but I have never had this sensation. Maybe it is extreme hate? But why? All these questions are making my head hurt. Might as well go back to sleep. But I couldn't, all these questions are flooding my head. Wait, why do I feel so warm all of a sudden? I checked my clock, eh I always come an hour late so might as well stay here. I will just stay here a little longer.

~ An hour later ~

Ok I might have only just slept like 30 more minutes because I couldn't sleep for the first 30 minutes because of my questions. So I went to the bathroom and took a shower. I was expecting cold water like always but this time it came warm. Wow, now that's strange! Oh well, I will enjoy it while I have it. Once I was done I went to change and went to my kitchen and got a cup of instant ramen. Once I was done I was thinking that maybe today I should do some cleaning once I'm done training. Yeah that sounds like a good idea, a really good one. My house was a mess and I somehow had that sensation that I should do it, but I really don't know why and why now? I mean I was always used to my house being like this. Oh well, I mean I was going to have to do it at some point. Maybe I should do it right now while I have time and I can just sit on the couch once I get home and grab something to read. Yes I know I actually do study and know many jutsus but I would rather not use them unless it is completely necessary. That doesn't happen too often, only when I am badly hurt and I don't have time to go to the hospital and I do have time to come home. Yeah I know medical stuff too, I need to know or else I would have been dead by now. The only way I ever could get a library book or buy a book was from a transformation jutsu that I learned when I was a kid. I still use it now to get more books, usually for adults that are ninjas. The "complicated jutsus". I can do this quickly.

~A Few Minutes Later~

It really doesn't take me long to clean up the house. I swear if Sasuke came in and saw my place, he would check if there is something wrong with me. I think my house in now more cleaner than Sasuke's house itself. I really should get going, not like they are really going to care but I still need to go. So I went outside and threw away all the trash bags full of trash. Now that I am thinking about it, why the hell did I chose Sakura to have a fake crush on?! I mean I could have said Ino but why Sakura?! She hits me every time I do something wrong, it is really hard to resist not fighting her back but if the person you like hits you, you really don't have a choice but to let it happen. Eh, whatever, what is done is done. I think I have a better chance in fighting my father than ever loving her truly. Well, I really got to hurry if I am to resist her hitting me. But then the realization hit me, what if it was Sasuke that likes me?!