Once again king's obsession and love

You are stupid

Nandini walked to garden, she is not in correct stage and senses to go Manik so she sat under tree thinking.
"Where am I wrong? Why am I wrong? I disappointed father, Hukum, mothers, my children, even all sauth, how? I tried my level best to maintain peace in family, I always excused their faults, I kept my dignity then why? Today am at fault for everything and all are accusing me they are disappointed and am ashamed. What should I do? My father, mother, my grand parents my Bhabi everyone taught me this, when I followed it how I am now wrong? God you took my family I accepted as fate,you gave me troubled life I accepted, you now gave me pain by injuring Hukum I fought, but this accusation? How should I take it? How am I going to undo it or redo it? What should I do now? Today because of my fate which you gave by taking my family away is been accused to my children, before they born they are been accused as some ..... chi???? What should I do?" She got tears she felt helpless, weak and pathetic.

She so want to talk to her mother, discuss this with her brother, she want to take advice with her father, she felt more depressed, tears started to flow,
"Bahuranisa!!!! What happened?" Jyothi asked
"I need my mother I want to hug her cry in her lap I am so tired all this is breaking my patience why I don't know I want to runaway and hide from this whole world" Nandini said wiping her tears.
"Shall I ask your mother to come and see you now? As she already sent a person to ask if she can visit you?" Jyothi again asked
Nandini took deep breath and nodded.

Chauhan's wife came in ten mins as she was on her way to meet Nandini and Leelavati and all. She even want to confirm that Manik is good and Nandini is in good condition. When she reached mahal Siya came running meeting her and said about Nandini request, she came with Siya to garden.

Seeing Nandini with pricking tears made her go straight to Nandini and hugged her tight. Nandini cried hugging her like a toddler.
"What happened beti?" She asked softly.
Nandini narrated all king said to her, she even explained her situation "where am I wrong? And why am I wrong?"
"If a leg got infected what will you do?"
"I will clean it, keep some turmeric and tie it neatly to avoid water so that it will be dry and heal fast"
"Good!!! If it not healing then?"
"I will go to doctor, and take required herbs"
"Still it didn't heals inspite it started expanding then?"
"If it is on leg I will remove the leg, to avoid it infect whole body"
"No you say giving Hema chance is letting wound left without proper treatment, before you came to mahal, Ranisa tried everything she lured her, punished her, tried to make her understand, she did everything, Yuvaraj was betrayed, whole mahal came to know when she shouted at him in front of all, don't you think what might he felt? Didn't they gave required amount of space and time to make her understand and keep her under bae????"
"You too say I should have cat fight with her? Don't I get punished then? Was it appropriate? Don't I become same as her then? What is my dignity?" Nandini asked in confusion.
"No!!!!! I will never say that"
"Then?"
"You should never interfere when Yuvaraj, ranisa or any other giving her punishment, you shouldn't take her side and keep them in stake, let them punish her, it's not your place nor your right to stop or think in that matter, correctly speaking you are interfering in their matter, Yuvaraj has all rights to punish her no matter it is you involved in it, there topic is you, problem is not you. Differentiations is important which missed. Yesterday when Hema did wrong to you, you are victim there you don't have any right to decide her punishment but you did by requesting ranisa to let her go this time, you even made a sin by asking her to keep this matter away from Yuvaraj who are to stop her? She is his mother, it is about his wives, he has every dam right to know specially when he is out unconscious like that"
Nandini looked horrified
"Beti!!!! Kindness is like medicine if you show to good people they will bless you, if you show to such person who want to change they will pray for you, if show it to Hema like person they will curse you"
"What should I do now?"
"You are wise person Nandini, think wise and take decisions, one thing I will say; husband should be like mirror transparent plain without stains, you hiding things give permanent scares to it, which you can never clean, don't give Yuvaraj a reason to doubt you"
Nandini got fresh tears "I won't now I came to know my sins and my mistakes I will ask for forgiveness, I will make this correct"
"Best decision ever" she hugged Nandini
Nandini took blessing and walked to meet Manik.