Show Me Your Love (A BRENDON URIE FAN FICTION)

CH. 19 This Was No Accident

I woke up the next day with Brendon’s arms wrapped around me and him snoring in my ear. I laughed to myself so I wouldn’t wake Brendon, but he heard me and just smiled. “Good morning gorgeous.” He had a little bit of stubble on his face and it was the most adorable thing i have ever seen in my life. “Good morning papa bear.” I said smiling and giggling. He looked confused and then sudden realization ran across his face. “Did my snoring wake you up sweetness?” He said with warm eyes. “No it didn’t, I was already waking up, then i heard you.” Brendon looked at me and kissed my head. “Y’know I am so madly in love with you.” I suddenly felt sick and rushed into the bathroom.

Brendon knocked on the door and asked if i was okay. I said “Yeah i’ll be fine.” I said that, but I knew I wasn’t. I came out of the bathroom and Brendon looked at me with sad eyes. “Brendon you need to take me somewhere.” I said. Brendon grabbed his car keys and we got into the car to go get a pregnancy test. We arrived at rite-aid and I looked at Brendon and said, “I’ll be right back.” I got out of the car and went to get the test. I didn’t know how many to get so i got six and hoped for the best. “I can’t be pregnant, I’m on the pill.” I thought out loud to myself. I grabbed the tests and went to check out. I got back in the car and told Brendon I got six because I wasn’t sure. He shook his head, and drove back to our house. “I’m going to do this now. When I have to wait will you wait with me?” I looked at Brendon with sadness in my eyes, and he looked back at me and said, “Of course I will.” He kissed me and I went to take the tests.

Once i took all the tests I went to mine and Brendon’s bedroom and sat on the bed. I could feel the tears burn my eyes, and I wasn’t going to fight them. Soon enough they started to fall, and all I could do was sob. Brendon heard me and came running upstairs. He came into the room and held me in his arms. “It’s okay Heather, maybe we’re supposed to have a baby right now.” He said reassuringly. “Why right now? Why is this the perfect time?” I said between sobs. “Maybe there won’t be a better time, and right now is the time for it to happen.” I couldn’t think straight. All I could think of was if I would be a good mother to this child, if there was one even inside of me. The fifteen minutes passed and Brendon and I ran into the bathroom to look at the tests. the first one, Positive. The second one, Negative, The third one, negative. The fourth one, positive. The fifth one negative. Brendon and I looked at each other and Brendon said to me “This last one is the one that decides our future.” He kissed me and then we both looked at the test. It was negative. We both sighed in relief, and I felt better about everything. “Brendon, one day I hope I can give you a child, just not today.” Brendon giggled a bit and said. “Y’know one day we’re going to look back at this and laugh.” I shook my head and agreed with him. Once I felt like myself again I went downstairs to watch tv and make some coffee. Brendon followed me and got his coffee too. For the rest of the afternoon we drank coffee and watched Criminal Minds.

 

CLAIRE’S POINT OF VIEW

I woke up in the afternoon with Spencer beside me reading Crash Into Me. “Hey babe, what ya reading?” I asked Spence while cuddling up to him. “Crash Into Me.” He said looking at me sweetly. “What’s it about?” I asked. “It’s about four teenagers who go on a celebrity suicide road trip and plan to kill themselves at the end.” I looked at him confused because that’s not normally what he reads. “Why are you reading that? I thought you weren’t into the whole idea of suicide.” I said while getting a book from my side dresser. “I don’t know, there’s just something about it that interested me.” I didn’t think anything of it so I asked him if he wanted to hangout with Brendon and Heather later. He shook his head and said “Sure.” I texted Heather for details while I did my makeup and Spencer got ready.