Choice // m.c

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I walked through the crowded shopping mall followed by my best friend, Navea. She dragged me along the many stores crowding the floor space.

We stopped at Hot Topic and she wiggled her eyes at me and I couldn't help but let out a slight laugh along with a smile, not forced surprisingly. We walked in and searched the area for clothes to try on and leave on the rack, as were to poor to actually buy the stuff we want.

I found a t-shirt with a band logo on it, the 1975. I smiled widely but my smile soon faded as I realized I couldn't afford it. I had only brought $10 for food specifically. I walked around a bit more to find Navea's arm piled with band tees and TV show references.

She was still scanning the walls for yet another shirt and she quickly grabbed a pair of ripped black jeans and went to the dressing room. I looked around the room once more and decided on a couple of cute cropped tees and muscle shirts with a pair of acid wash jeans.

I headed for the dressing room once more and found Navea in a band tee of some sort with her ripped jeans that showed off her perfect curves, not to big but not too small.

"What do you think?" she asked as she glanced up and down her body.

"I think you look great!" i said as I went into my dressing room. I got undressed and looked at my repulsive figure. Covered it scars, lumps and burns. I wiped my teary eyes and started to try on my clothes.

I decided on a tight long sleeved black crop top that showed a bit to much skin but It was cute so I came out and showed Navea.

She smiled widely indicating that she loved the outfit and I could say the same to her flannel and paramore band tee with high waisted dark blue jeans.

We repeated this about 5 times until we got bored and moved on to the next store when we finally decided to get panda express and the food court. Taking our seats out side I sighed in disapproval.

"what?"

"it's them"

she slightly laughs at my reaction to seeing the "gang". they were made up of three guys and one girl, Aaliyah Roberts, Calum hood, Luke Hemmings and Michael Clifford. Don't get me wrong I don't 'hate' them I just get annoyed whenever I see them all together.

we ate in silence with a couple of words spoken occasionally. I tied my blue dyed hair in a messy ponytail and we headed out to my house.

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"Kennedy dinners on the table and please eat this time,"

I heard my mother call from downstairs as the smell of rice and chicken filled my nose. I was sprawled out on my bed fully exposed disgusted by my pale white complexion.

"Coming," I replied with barely a whisper in me. I threw on a sweatshirt and underwear and headed downstairs, the smells growing stronger.

I was greeted by my mother and out of the corner of my eye I saw my brother, Colten.

"Colten!"

I practically screamed as I jumped into his arms. He stumbled backwards slightly laughing as well.

"I didn't know you would be this excited to see me,"

He said this as I broke the hug and smiled maniacally.

"Well it's not everyday I get to see my brother when he's half way across the country,"

I said in a quite sarcastic tone. Dinner was actually enjoyable this time as we talked about life and what the future may hold for Colten's job in the music industry.

Time flew by quickly as I slowly got up to leave my mom to talk with my brother and catch up.

I opened my door and flopped down on my bed and quickly began scrolling through we heart it. My eyes began to droop and I looked at the time.

11:10

'a minute before 11:11' I thought to myself as a minute passed and I closed my eyes.

'I wish, I wish for everything to be normal again and I wish, I wish for him.'

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a/n : sorry this was a short chapter most of them might be and they all go through out the day and stop at 11:11.

I really hope you'll enjoy it :))