Type: Vent
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Nogla's P.O.V:
Brian was going to America I zoned out a bit during the video we were making.
"You okay Nogla?" Brian asked.
"Yeah im okay" i gave him a weak smile.
After the video Brian had to go.
"I'll take ye there" I looked at the beautiful man that was in front of me.
"Thanks" Brian smiled.
"Anytime bud anytime" i gave him a smile.
I didn't want him to leave i love him... but he probably doesn't like me.
When we got to the airport Brian looked at me.
He noticed the sadness in my eyes "hey i promise i'll visit" he placed his hand onto mine.
I nodded.
I got out grabbing his bags and walked to the other side.
"Thanks" Brian smiled weakly.
I nod as a 'your welcome'.
We stared at each other 'come kiss him you dumb fuck' i bit my lip.
I leaned down a bit and snaked my arms around his waist.
He looked at me confused.
I connected our lips and felt my face heat up.
Brian had started to kiss back.
I pulled away a couple seconds later.
"I've liked you for awhile..i was scared you wouldn't like me" Brian looked at me.
"I..was too" i hugged him.
I looked at the time 'almost time for him to leave' i frown.
"Promise me you'll come back" i whispered.
"Don't worry I will" Brian kissed me and grabbed his bags.
"I love you" he hugged me.
"I love you too" i hugged him back.
"I'll see you soon" Brian pulled out of the hug.
I nod.
"Bye" he waved.
"Bye" i waved back.
I sighed watching him walk away.
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3 months later...
I laid in my cold bed.
'He said he was gonna visit'
When he left i didnt think that it would be the last time i seen him.
Flash back:
I woke up to someone calling me.
I groaned and rolled to my side it was...Craig.
I answered it.
"Hello?" I asked.
"David did you hear what happened?!" Craig sounded like he was crying.
"No....what happened? Are you okay?" I sat up.
"B-brian it's about Brian!" Craig managed to get out.
My eyes widened.
"What happened to him is he okay!?" I panicked.
"H-hold on i-i can do it anymore! Tyler's gonna take over"Craig sniffled.
"Hey..Nogla" Tyler sighed.
"Is is Brian okay?!" I asked worried.
"He got into a plane crash..i'm sorry...he didnt make it" Tyler's voice was shakey.
I felt tears in my eyes.
"David? Are you there?" Tyler asked.
"Y-yeah...im g-gonna go" my vocie cracked.
"Okay.. call us later okay?" Tyler's vocie was fading away.
"Yeah..okay" i sniffled.
"Take care bud" Tyler hung up.
I threw my phone across the room and started to cry.
End of flashback
I haven't eaten for a while since i heard the news about the crash.
I haven't talked to anyone not even family.
I can barly stand up and get out of bed i only get out of bed to feed Joe and Tony and take them out in the yard.
Joe jumped i to bed and laid his head on my chest.
"I miss him too Joe" i petted him a bit.
I wish he was still here.
I really do.