Yahi Rahoge Tum Mujhme

Hello everyone...

I'm back with a random shot on AvNeil... Written with love on a subject I felt I should write...

Please do read and listen to the beautiful song that best describes this story...

Happy reading..!

*Yahi rahoge tum mujhme... *

On a lazy Sunday evening, I started to ponder over myself and my future.

May be bcz I watched two movies back to back just few minutes earlier which were about love and life... Or should I say what I saw in those movies made me think about Myself... My love life and my future.

I loved Neil... Oh wait.. I still love him. Don't I ? Yes I do...

We've been dating since our final year college days... It's been like almost 6 years of togetherness...

I still remember like it happened yesterday that I met Neil through a common friend of ours in her birthday party... And we instantly hit off so well... As if we'd known each other since a long time.

Neil was pursuing his graduation in Hotel management and I was into BBA... Both in different universities but that never stopped us from falling in love...

Unknown to both, we had already started behaving like a girlfriend - boyfriend even before we got into a relationship... Our friends teased us as if they were able to see our feelings but we weren't... We used to just laugh off them until we realised that they were indeed true...

Suddenly, one night while texting normally on what's app... Neil had given me the moment of my life by doing the unexpected... He proposed to me over the text...!! it's been so many years to this incident...but my face automatically smiles when I think of this moment...

He loved me unconditionally...during our initial years I used to wonder what have I done to get him in my life?! Such a good boyfriend!! The guy every girl craves for was mine... Only mine and I was extremely happy... He never made me shed tears or made me sad... He understood me, understood my fear about marriage bcz of Ayesha ma and dad's broken marriage.

He healed me... Slowly my fear faded away and I was preparing myself for the concept of wedding... Yes a marriage with him... Not with anyone else... I couldn't imagine any other man sitting next to me in the wedding mantap...

Years passed, we bonded stronger, of course with ups and downs in our relationship... 6 years later too we still remain to be in love with each other...

We both were well settled with our jobs, we had grown mature with age and experiences in our middle class life... We thought it was the right time to let our parents know about us and take our relationship to the next level of marriage...

Parallely, Ayesha maa thought it was the right time to start groom hunting for me and get me married to a good decent guy whom she thought would be perfect for me... Bcz as she says she knows me better than I know myself!

As I said earlier that I couldn't imagine anyone else apart from Neil as my groom... I pestered him a lot to talk to his parents about us... Shwetha aunty and Prakash uncle knew me... I had visited their house many times in these 6 years as Neil's friend... Only"Friend"

Though shwetha aunty had suspected our relationship before a couple of years when she found my picture in his wallet and movie tickets from his pants pockets... Neil had conveniently dodged off the situation since it wasn't the right time for us to face the problems... Reason being we knew that his parents were not going to accept us easily...

So yeah, situation at my home was getting serious with maa searching suitable grooms every other day for me... And I started to pester Neil to talk to his parents about us...