You've been holding on for so long, and I'm glad you did.
The thought of having suicides have crossed your mind, and I'm glad you didn't it.
The thought of giving up has been there too, and I'm glad you find new hope.
I know your introverted self is holding you from making new friends, just try harder... I know you can do it...
People come and go as they please, just don't make it affects you... I know you're strong enough to handle it...
Thanks for holding up these 18 years...
And I want to thank God for giving me the chance to live, to have a wonderful family, wonderful friends, and a wonderful life.
I'm sorry that sometimes I didn't see the beauty in life and all.
From me
To
Myself
