he was mine

chapter 1

chapter 1 -

flashback-
please please stop. I cried. "no you mess everything up your a mistake. I never wanted or needed you. you don't belong your a waste of space you whore."
end of flashback-
I woke up in tears scared but I don't see anyone there. "hello?"
no one answered. I got up an  made my way down stairs to only see a note on the table.
dear Hannah,
I am in a meeting for today but you better not tell anyone about yesterday or it'll happen again and I'll give you something to cry about.- John

I don't know why he does this to me don't I get hurt enough at school? but he still kicks me hits me throws me down the stairs. anyway you could hurt somebody hes done it.
I get ready for the day. I brush my long blond hair and put it in a high pony tail. I do light makeup just foundation, mascara, eye liner. I put on some black leggings and a long sleeve shirt to hide cuts. and last but not least my vans I love vans.
at school I'm the person you see in the hall and laugh point push or ignore. today was just like any other day boring. what happens when you get people like me is, "you should kill yourself" but when you do they say" why would she do that she was so beautiful she shouldn't have been hated on" . that's the low kind of people in my school.

I wonder what it would be like to be pretty or popular? like how did they get like that and I'm like this? 
I get home from 'hell'. " Wear the fuck have you been?"  "school" I said lightly. "well your not getting any smarter so why the hell would you go?" I just walk away forgetting what he will do.
he snatched me back by my hair and punched my in the face and threw me like a Rag doll. I'm basically already broken so how much worse could it get?
when I turn 18 I'm so out of here I already have a good 20,000 dollar's saved from job to job. I wish I could leave earlier but I'm only 16.

next day···········
I'm at school and today has been different nobody has even messed with me. all I'm hearing is there's 2 New kids. one younger than me ans one same age. (I know myles is 22 but in this hes 16) I walk to my locker to get my books and people are all by it. I push through people finally getting in my locker. still getting dirty stairs from people.  "what are you doing here slut?" "um this is my locker." I said in a whisper. "oooh look she's scared guys" the laugh ans shove me.
I still feel someone starting me down. I look over and see a guy I've never seen before.
once every insect I was picking up my stuff when some one started helping me. "hey are you ok?" "y-yeah but I wouldn't talk to me I'm the loser you still have a chance to be popular." "I do t want to be popular if I half to be mean to beautiful people like you!" "umm I'm myles by the way" he said and stuck out is hand. I flinched thinking he was gonna hit me. " oh I'm sorry I'm no  gonna hurt you I promise" "oh sorry, in that case I'm Hannah."