Confusion in the making

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[????] The freezing cold wind slashed at my face. My eyes were no use to me here, the darkness had swallowed my body. Is this  the end i thought, will my body decay and slowly parish, out here in these woods , somebody surely will find me. So i screamed for the thousandth time he still didn't come back. nobody came , still i screamed hoping that he just shoot me in the head or even slit my throat. But he didn't , he left me in the woods to either be eaten or starve to death.  it had only been two days and i still wish he would come back. And punish me in any other way even if he beat me again its better than sitting in the cold dark woods, alone. When i finally thought this was the end i heard his truck , it had been 4 days since iv heard anything familiar  I didn't scream, i just stood their hoping to die right before he gets here. He came up to me and untied me from the oak tree, my body was so numb that i fell into his arms. he laughed carrying me back to the place i dreaded, the place he took all his girlfriends. but this time it was different i wasn't his girlfriend i was his student and i knew something that could ruin his marriage even his relationship with his kids and family.

     [???]   the first day of school, what a drag. reminds me that i have 2 years left, then college maybe to do what? "Hey Al !" I turn to see Dan, his body language suggested that he was trying to impress me again as usual. His blonds locks and his piercing green eyes make me sick, he grins at me. I ignore him as I sit in my seat, Angelina graves my shoulder and stares at me blankly. "You fucking idiot you just had a chance to even speak to Dan and you blew it."  She gives me a stern punch. " it's not like hes never gonna take to me. "

I roll my eyes. I turn my head to see why Mr.  Abe's class was different , when my eyes fell on him. His Brown eyes locking on to mine, his skin was a perfect tan, his hair was short and well kept.  After several seconds I realized that he was also staring at me, I turned away hoping he didn't notice.  The bell rang and the guy went to the front of the room. "Hello class..." That stopped me dead in my tracks, no way he can't be. " I'm Mr. Strasbourg, im you're new math teacher,  Mr. Abe has retired so as you can figure, i have taken his place. " my face was in total shock he was the youngest looking teacher i have ever seen, he looked like a senior or a college kid just starting out.  he smiles devilish my way. But its gone before anyone else catches it.

" so today i wanna get to know you guys, so how about i call your name off my sheet, and you tell me your favorite sport or activity. sounds fair? "  he looks down at his sheet. "Angelina Acriomon,?" i look over to see Angelina complete red in embarrassment , her big hips and body  makes her seem like a cow a very embarrassed cow. " i.. uh .. like ." Mr. Strasbourg stood intensively staring in our direction i was really unsure if he was looking at me or Angelina, but it was starting to freak me out. " basketball. " he nodded, quickly moving on skipping my name causing me to feel a little out of place. "finally, Alex Kinter, what about you?" when he said finally he sounded pleased. " i like basketball, and cross country. " " well that bring up something im also your guys cross country and basketball coach for the girls varsity. "  wow that's great.he smiles again my way. " okay so i have made a slide about myself so lets go through this. " he pulls his laptop screen up on the overhead ,and instantly i see him a beautiful lady and a child.

" this is my wife and our son Mickey , hes around 4 years now and loves our dog moose." he kept skipping through the slides and talking but ignored him. thinking it was wrong of me to ever think of a teacher that way again. the bell  rang and as it did. Mr. Strasbourg signals for me to go to  his desk. as soon as i came up he graved my hand and kissed it. " Miss Kinter i need to let you know, that i'm very hard to please.  and i'm very pleased to meet you." before he lets go of my hand he smiles a creepy hard smile. i decided that i don't think hes cute anymore and i dart to my next class.

after several weeks of school i found out i my grade was at a F in his class. so i asked him about it after class, " miss kinter for some reason your work isn't getting turned in, you have several option. depending on what you feel like choosing the slow and hard way or the fast and easy way?"  i had no idea what either was, but i need my grades higher for cross country. " easy and fast, i need my grades up for country." he gave me a creepy smile.  " meet me before and after school tomorrow. " i left wondering what assignment he was gonna make me do.

I went to bed that night struggling to fall asleep, like something was telling me not to go to school. that morning i was groggy and tired i got on the bus like usual , Victoria sat next to me. "did you here about the dance next week, i think im gonna bring Derek, but what if he dosent want to go with me oh ? " " Vic honestly it will be fine." her brown eye flash at me , she lips her short brown hair. " well are you going?" i shrugged." what if me and you went?" " im sorry Vic we already had this discussion, i cant be seen with a girl at the dance, my dad would kill me. he so homophobic, he would disown me then murder me when im sleeping, sorry." she nods.

at school i head up to Mr. Strasbourg class. the hallway was covered in Halloween decorations for the Halloween dance, no other teacher was in their class, probably in a meeting i  thought. when i got to Strasbourg's class,  i found him at his desk turned so i couldn't see him. " Mr. Strasbourg sir...?" " miss kinter please close the door." when the door he turned around. he was holding a small package, he pulled out a pen and paper." now if you sign right here, it agrees that you cant tell anyone what were doing and that you can only quit when i say so, theirs no way to stop when we start." i nod, should i really do this , i don't even know what he wants from me, but if i don't im screwed in his class, hey its easy.""  yes i will do it." when i sign it notice his smile grows bigger and bigger, until its done. It felt like i made a deal with the devil himself.