Lonely Kisses

.*•Stars in You•*.

I mostly only saw a little light pouring in through my eyelids. They're as heavy as my heart. It feels like my heart is being pulled deeper and deeper underwater, the pressure starting to build up, waiting for my heart to give in. So heavy it feels like the whole universe is weighing on it, pushing it down into pure darkness. The pure darkness can be seen as sadness, emptiness. Aching for the one I can still call mine, but they are unable to call me theirs.

Watching the droplets crawl down the window, my thoughts pour out of my eyes. The memories roll over my cheeks. Love falling down onto the picture I still have of him. His beautiful eyes, his fluffy hair, his smile that outshines all the stars in the universe. But most importantly, his pure heart. So pure, if you could touch it, it would feel like heaven.

Waiting for the day I will be seeing you again feels like torture. Never-ending torture that hopefully my heart will be able to handle. Hopefully my heart will heal, but still leaving a space for you, my lovely Winwin.

Sobbing, I cry out, "I want to kiss you so bad. But I can't kiss you if you're not here."

But until that day comes, the stars can keep me company. The stars that were once floating in your eyes. Stars as bright as your soul.

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thank you for reading!!✨
sorry if it's short and you expected more..I will try to write longer stories in the future~