It wasn't my fault I pushed him away
He was too good for me
He was way more than what I asked for
I needed a man not a gentleman
A real cowboy
A macho Man
A guy covered in dirt
I wanted the stench of sweat
Not the smell of cologne
I wanted muscles not brain
He was too good for me
I wanted a bad boy
Someone to make me look good
I wanted a man my dad would disapprove
I wanted the plastic joy of youth
He fell in love with me
He wasn't supposed to
No one is capable of loving a whore like me
I wanted him to use me
Throw me like litter
I wanted to be an option not a priority
I crave for immature follies
Empty promises
He fell deeply in love
He made me experience love
He made me love him more than I wanted to
He made me crave for those romantic kisses
His warm smile
those games we played
His hand job
Oh God I regret meeting him
Now I can't get him off my mind
Romantic rebellion is all I wanted
Chaotic interaction
Where black and black make white
I wanted a dark Romeo
Turns out I got a blessing as a curse
A blessing I didn't want
I didn't want to settle down
I wanted to be roughed up again
Destroyed, annoyed
I wanted to be hurt again
Those sleepless nights
The anger, hunger for revenge
I wanted an anti-romeo
A bad boy who would make me good
God this is all your fault
You know I didn't want to settle down
I just wanted some irresponsible fun
Now look, I fell in love
The sweetest guy in the planet
I try hating him but I can't
Oh God why!!!
