Every night...
You torment me
You put a boulder in my heart
and a weight in my stomach.
Your monsters pester me,
make me feel heartbroken
make me feel lacerated
they steal all of my oxygen
and I can't breathe.
You steal all of my energies
all of my strenght.
In the very moment I see you
I feel sick
Vertigo steals every fiber of my body.
I'm looking every single way to get you out of my head,
I turn around and turn around again,
but you are still here.
Exasperated in my destiny,
the brain controls my thoughts.
To live all my life with a buried soul,
never happy,
with burdens grappling my pain
You are able to destroy me,
but you won't make me vanish.
At the bottom
Maybe
There is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I hope so.
