HIDE (English Vers.)

Earth's Feel

The more the day that it grows and more and more, but here I am someone who will never say what I feel about. Enough of our relationship like this I'm already very happy.

"P'Earth, are you ready?" I saw the dome coming up to me with a smile and a very sweet dimple. Sometimes I wonder why dome can be handsome and sweet simultaneously.

"Oh hey dome, yes I'm ready. I just didn't realize this was the last episode" I m trying to answer as usual as I can, because this moment my mood is not in a good mood.

"Isn't it the right time for P' to reveal everything to him?" I can only be speechless to hear what he's saying.
"P'Earth, how long you gonna keep save everything yourself? At least he should know what P' feels"

"Maybe until this feeling is bored and lost by itself, I fear he'll even keep his distance if he knows anything. Let it all be like this "I'm trying to keep smiling.

But p'..

"I'm fine Dome, thanks for being so concerned to me, let's join the others" I m walking ahead of dome. Yeah, let everything like this because I don't want things to get worse.

15 MINUTES AGO

I think it's time I have to say what I feel, cause after this series is over, maybe we would  rarely to see each other.

"Hey Ben, can i talk to you for a second?" I asked with a little anxious.

"Of course, is that something important?"

"yeah very important for me"

"All right, we'll find a place to talk. I also want to talk about something with you" we go out of the room and find a private place to us talk.

"Ben... " "Earth..." we talked in same time.

"Well, you're talking first, it seems that this is a good things" i lets him to talk first.

"Okay, I don't ask you to keep save this secret because I trusted you" just by hearing he talk like that, its was make me happy.

"Actually a rumor that's been spreading all the time. It's true"

"What's rumor?" I really confused. what the hell he is talking about.

"the rumor about me who likes nine"
what? Did you hear it earth? I can only be frozen when hears him say like that. Why my breasts so hurt. Why all of a sudden my entire body suffocate.

"Hey, Earth, earth, Earth, why are you so quite? Are you angry?"

"no... no, no reason to get upset, right? I was just surprised to hear that"

"I'm sorry for surprising you, but I just told you because I trusted you. Okay , so what do you want to say? It seems that it's very important". I dont know what to tell him anymore, because everything is like it is stuck, and I don't want to tell.

"Not so important, can we give a little more fanservice ? because this is finale episode,  I just want to make them happy and give the sweet memory"  Hope he doesn't see any strangeness when i speak, because honestly, it feels like I want to cry.

"of course, I'll make the ship of benearth sailing tonight, and we will sail far past more than j9 or pavelmdome. We better get back now, before the others are looking for us". He talked while he Clap my shoulders gently.

"Go ahead. I have to go to the toilet for a while" I just walked away, because I couldn't hold my tears.

That's the reason why I wouldn't to tell up. Let all this feelings only I that feel it. Everything's gathered behind the stage. We beginning this activities by praying to make things work out and success. I hope can hold all these feelings.

The event started and we went into the room that had been provided, I was actually surprised to see so many people come to this event. During the event that P'Ben did keep his promise to give more fanservice, but it didn t make me happy at all. Because I know his heart is for one person and it's not me.

When the show was laid there when we were six - sighted to give an impression of messages and gratitude. The atmosphere in the room was very emotional, everything was crying. The thing that makes my heart really hurt is when Nai speaks and he cried I saw Ben try to calm him by the way touching Nai's arm, things he didn't do to me.

Maybe my position on his heart not as important as Nai. I'm trying as much as I can to control my emotions, Im grateful because everyone crying so I don't need to tell them the reason why im crying.

After the show is done we gathered the special room, and I saw Ben's focus left on the way that the Nai still crying, Ben tried to calm him in a soft spit. Why this is hurts so much.

"P'Earth, are you okay?" I've sensed someone hugging me, from the sound and the scent I knew that it was dome. I didn't answer just to repaying him and continue crying. Dome was trying to calm me down.

"I'm here P', you can cry as much as you want." I can only thighten up my arm on him.

"Why is this so hurt?" Although I whisper but I'm sure dome heard it. "Why is this so difficult." Dome didn't say anything he just kept clap my back.
Let it all remain like this, everything will remain become the one feel that cannot be revealed.

THE END