Love Was Never Over

Intro

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''When are you actually gonna stay over?''

''What do you mean? I do-''

He shifted on the bed to look at his secret lover closer, ''Bullshit. You always leave at like midnight to go that shitty excuse of a boyfriend.''

''Seungri isn't that bad Joonie. Now let me sleep.''

''You should leave.''

''But I'm tired after today Joonie, and it's too late anyway, he'll be drunk if I go home now.''

''So you only want me so you can get away from his abusive wrath. Tch.'' Namjoon finally gave up on the subject and turned over, trying to sleep, completely ignoring the silently crying Jin.

''I'll stay okay?'' 

''Sure.''

Maybe if you understood and loved me harder, I'd stay.

If I leave him I'm a dead man.

I love you Joon, just wait a little longer.

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''We can't keep doing this.'' Yoongi said, the sweaty hair sticking to his forehead, huffing and puffing out of defeat.

''I know.'' The equally messed up Jimin muttered. The cuts on his face becoming more prominent with the tears and his slouched position.

''I'm tired of fighting like this.'' Yoongi said, starting to get up but his bruises slowing him down, wincing at the sound of shattered glass.

''So am I.'' A silence so deafening they both wanted to start crying. ''I'll make some hot chocolate, okay babes?'' Jimin asked, his voice becoming raspier by the second while he gets up.

''We'll sleep on the couch tonight.'' After about an hour they were on the couch, on top of each other, trying to forget the fight that had occurred not long ago.

''I love you.'' Yoongi said, hugging Jimin like it might be the last time he does.

''I lov-'' Jimin started, but broke down in sobs, hugging him back even tighter, while muffled 'I love yous' left his lips.

''It's okay. I know baby. I'll kiss it better. I love you too.''

I want this moment to last forever.

I'd rather stay a tragic love story than to live without you.

Goodbye isn't a joke.

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The boyfriends pulled up to a red light. The only thing making the silence bearable is BigBang's Last Dance playing on the car speaker. How fitting.

''Did you sleep with him?'' A tired Hoseok asks, too tired to even cry.

''Who?''

''You're not stupid Jae... that bartender. Did you sleep with him?''

''And you would think that because....?''

''Those hickeys on the back of your neck aren't mine. I just guessed with a person.''

''I didn't, I just asked if he could give me a hickey to see if you'd notice. I'm not you, I don't actually go around sleeping with people.'' Youngjae said bitterly.

''That wasn't that much. I just get caught up.''

''In what? Alcohol? Weed? I'm not marrying a whore or a party animal Jung.''

''I told you what being a producer calls for.''

Youngjae finally started crying, but his voice was so empty, hollow, anyone would be fooled.''We're in the same fucking industry. Being a producer is no excuse for never coming home, fucking with whoever, and then being upset when a friend comes over.''

''I'm not the liar between us.''

''All you do is lie! If you told the truth for once I'd stop crying.''

''All you do is complain! The Youngjae I know isn't a bitch! I wouldn't have to be like this if you weren't butt hurt every second of the day.''

''Tch. The only time you wanna tell the truth is to insult your fiancee. How fucking fitting.''

''Do you really want me to tell you every truth? Could you even handle it?''

''I will handle it. I'll either stay or leave and I could care less about which.''

''Okay then.''

''Saturday I better be hearing every goddamn truth ever. You better have a nice long explanation or I'll be leaving your sorry ass.''

Hoseok sighs and rubs his temples, can't this light be any fucking faster?

''Saturday it is.'' The light turns green, and they're off home until-

''Pull over.''

''Why?''

''I'm mad and horny.''

''Copy that.'' 

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''Care to explain?''

''I don't have to explain jack shit to you. Maybe you should stop being insecure.''

Jungkook's jaw clenched, ''I'm not asking, I'm telling.''

''I don't know why you act like we're still together Jeon. We're not, or have you not gotten that yet?''

''Oh I did. How could I forget my boyfriend that 'loved' me being a slut at my new years party?''

''You know I was drugged, don't bring that shit up. You're the hoe here anyway.''

''Maybe if-''

Finally something in Taehyung snapped, ''Shut the fuck up. Just shut up! I didn't care when you fucked Bogum did I?! So what if he doesn't give me aftercare, or doesn't wanna take care of Yeontan? So what if he doesn't have long hair, or can't understand when something hurts?! At least he's blunt and won't lie to my face! You did Jungkook. You told me you loved me and you made everything better, but where are you now?! Fucking every guy! Taemin isn't the best, but he treats me like what you always thought I was anyway. A piece of ass.'' Taehyung had finished speaking, but his tears continued. He flipped off Jungkook and walked away, actually ran.

Don't walk out on me, my heart can't take it.

You got too far for me to reach you, so I had to get farther.

Understand yourself before you try to understand me.

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A/N: Get ready for angst children of the corn. Also I have no updating schedule or a set time for how long this could go, but I'll be here always!

xoxo Munchkin