Oh my god what have I done! Thoughts slip into my mind a few minutes after my actions. I wasn't thinking I was just so angry and annoyed that I didn't think, my vision was blurred by the blindness of rage and somehow I ended up with the first weapon my fingers could touch and suddenly there was blood on my hands and floor, the blood is wet and hot but I feel so cold and dehydrated....I'm a monster! Because only a monster would kill their own flesh and blood, the one that gave me life and love, hopes and dreams, she gave me so much and I took her away over one stupid little thing! I pick up here cold, lifeless body and rock her in my arms whispering 'I'm so so so sorry mama' over and over again until I here sirens coming from the street over, I wait for them to take me away and put me in jail because I deserve it, I deserve so much worse then that...the door gets knock down and Police officers form a circle around me telling me to stand and put my hands be hind my head in a cold, bitter tone. I do as I'm told before saying goodbye to my mother.....
