Running out -Chapter 1-

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Gamzee searched around his room in a panic, he could feel the effects of the sopor wearing off, as the voices crept into the back of his mind. At the beginning of his search these voices had sounded like a hushed whisper, or perhaps an idea, but now they were screaming out, begging to be answered. Begging for him to inflict harm upon the people he cared about the most and even loved. He had self control but not enough to deal with this, not enough to hold back his innate urges.

His room was torn up in a fit to find more, his sheets thrown off off his bed in a haste, and empty pie pans licked clean scattered around the floor. His room didn't look any better from the troll himself, his hair was more distressed than usual, his makeup a mess, even the expression under that smudged makeup was upset, and clearly under an immense amount of pressure. 

The highblood ran his fingers through his hair with haste as he tugged at the strands. He scanned his eyes across the room a few more times just hoping that maybe he would see some sopor in his last minutes left of sanity. But no. There was none left- no more pies to be made nor to be consumed. The troll let out a loud groan as he slapped himself to try and stop his mind from falling into that dark place. He couldn't do this on his own he needed help..Someone who could calm him down or possibly have more pies. But what motherfucker could do that?

                                                                            ~Meanwhile~

Karkat just finished watching one of his romcoms. He looked disheveled and sick. He had been crying for about 10 minutes over the tragic cliffhanger ending. Usually he would be pissed off at something like that, but today his emotions seemed to be more jumbled than Gamzee's think pan. He let out a loud wail and flew back into bed sobbing. "Whhhhhhy-" he covered his face as translucent red tinted tears rolled down his cheeks. He felt as if the story line had betrayed him on a personal level. Maybe the troll had just gotten a little too invested in the plot and character development, but while he was rolling around in his own despair there was frantic knock at his door before said door flew open. The mutant blood sat up quickly, being startled by the sudden intrusion, but before he could go off about the rude interruption a shaken Gamzee invited himself in and quickly shut the door behind himself.
"Karbro- I need a motherfucker's help." He remained pressing his back against the door as if he was frightened someone would burst in. 
"Gamzee-" Karkat wiped his eyes and rubbed his face a bit
"ok ok..just calm down alright? Explain whats wrong-" Normally Karkat would have went off at him and went into a yelling fit but he could sense something was really wrong here..And he was right. 

Gamzee pulled himself away from the door and started to pace back and fourth. He knocked his fist on the side of his head in a desperate attempt to silence the wailing voices that echoed around his mind. It was no use.
"I-I ran out of pie Karbro...There isn't any motherfuckin sopor left. Do you have a pie I might have left in here or something? I can't calm the voices Karbro...They're shouting!" Gamzee let out a pained groan and hit himself harder "Shut the motherfuck up!" he picked up his pacing a bit, it was getting worse. 

Karkat had this worried expression plastered on his face as he listened to Gamzee. His room was fairly clean and he hadn't seen any pies around his room.. And he didn't have any sopor at the moment either-
"Gamzee I...I don't have any pies- I'm sorry..Just sit down ok?" Karkat patted a spot on his bed and tried to encourage Gamzee to sit down. He just hoped that if he could get him to sit down and relax, then it would help soothe his mind.
"o-....ok Motherfucker.." Gamzee sat down next to Karkat and took in a few deep breaths, the voices didn't get any quieter but at least he could try and ignore them. 

Karkat smiled a bit and quickly Pulled Gamzee into a tight hug, he knew that Gamzee was a sucker for affection so maybe if he could get him to be all goofy and bubbly, it would help him focus on something more than ripping out his throat. At first Gamzee tensed up and straightened out, but he slowly relaxed and gave into the hug. Karkat's smile widened as he felt his friend relax. 
"see Gamzee...Doesn't that feel better?" Karkat let out a sigh of relief. He felt Gamzee press his lips to his ear, as his lips pulled into a smirk "Miss me motherfucker?~" Gamzee spoke in a deeper more sinister tone. Karkat's eyes widened and his body started to shake slightly.




||       Hey guys hope you enjoyed the first chapter. I just started getting back into writing stories on here so yeah...I'll try not to drop off the face of the Earth like I did with my first story on here. And now I'm in a few more fandoms, so that means new content for you peeps to enjoy. :) have a nice rest of your morning, afternoon, or evening.    ||

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