Loserless love ||Reddie

-Skater boiz-

"S-skate?" Eddie said with a stutter causing Richie to laugh his heavenly laugh. "Yeah Ed's! It would be fun! And we could skate together!!" Richie said smiling his toothy grin which Eddie would soon fall in love with. "Do you know what could happen if we did!? I could break my leg! Or arm! And get a scrape it could get all infected and turn green! Green Richie!! And-" Eddie was cut off by Richie grabbing his waist and placing him on the skate board.

"WHAT THE FUCK IM GONNA FALL!!" Eddie yelled gripping onto Richie's shoulders shakily. "Calm down Ed's I won't let you fall." Richie said giving the boy a reassuring look. Eddie let out a shaky breath as Richie's hands snaked Eddie's much smaller ones. Eddie quickly grabbed Richie's hands holding them.

"See? It's not that bad!" Richie said cheerfully a small blush on his face. His dark curly hair caved in just above his glasses. And his eyes shined with delight. Eddie thought he looked so happy.. And for once.. He was.

"Richie I swear to god if I fall!" Eddie exclaims his legs starting to shake. "Calm down, Ed's! Your not gonna-" And before Richie could finish, Eddie was falling forward. Richie quickly caught the boy by the waist. Eddie let out a yelp and wrapped his legs around the taller boy. Richie laughed a pink tint on his cheeks. "Aw, how cute!" Richie remarked kissing Eddie's now pink cheek.

"Stop!!" Eddie said trying to push the boy away. Richie just laughed and backed his head away and lets go of the boy. "Alright, alright." Eddie smiled and hid it with his sleeve but you could tell he was smiling. Richie couldn't help but also smile looking at the boy. "Your such a bully." Eddie said giggling. Richie just laughed and walked closer to Eddie.

"Hey, Ed's?" Richie said staring into the boys brown doe like eyes. He saw a galaxy full of wonders inside the chocolate storm. The rivers of brown flowing with the stars in his eyes. The rivers looked more like big brown oceans to Richie. "Yes?" The small timid boy said tilting his head at Richie. The tips of Richie's ears turned beat red as well as his cheeks. A smile formed on his face, he adjusted his coke bottle glasses. "I, um, think I'm in love with you.." Richie said slowly grabbing Eddie's hand.

"No," Eddie said pulling his hand away. "It's wrong.. Your wrong." Eddie said a look of disgust on his face. "What..?" Richie said his heart breaking slowly 'You, your wrong! He said so himself. Richie Toziers a big ol'faggot a no for good fairy! Oh he should burn, burn in hell that is! Oh yes, the Tozier's boy is a fag! A little gay! Who just got rejected by his lovely Ed's! Oh, dear! Eddie Kaspbrak seems to not be gay!' Richie's mind said to him.

"It's wrong, Richie.." Eddie choked on his words. They stung his throat. He wasn't lying it was wrong. But he might have loved the boy with the glasses back. No, that's wrong! That's gay! And god forbid Eddie Kaspbrak be gay! Never. 

Richie let out a shaky breath. "I'm sorry, I'll go." Tears burned Richie's eyes threatening to spill with every word the asthmatic said. Richie grabbed his skateboard and turned beginning to walk. But before he left he said low enough just for Eddie to hear.

"I won't wait for you... Eddie."