She's here again acting so stupid
Pathetically believing the existence of Cupid
walking back and forth with a motion so rapid
as if that action can help her to be more lucid.
I found her weird for believing such fantasy
She even refuses when you told her about reality
She gets mad, she'll be triggered and acts so cranky
I want to enlighten her but, damn! She's a hard headed lady.
She's also a believer that Love is magical
That once felt, your world becomes more lyrical
What a joke! Can she be more logical?
I don't get her! she's really peculiar.
She gives her trust to a person so quickly
even if it's a stranger, she don't mind it really
She's indeed stupid for giving it that easy
Can she be more cautious? She's being unwary.
She loves and trust her friends without doubts
She believes everything that came out to their mouths
No suspicions, no whys, no hows even ifs and buts
She just believes and smile. She won't even do some rants.
She's also a one man woman that loves wholeheartedly
and she's willing to do everything to make her man happy
but she became blind and deaf when she's inlove so truly
She'll barely listen. She'll be eaten by her created fantasy.
She always wear a smile on her face wherever she go
I wonder if it's genuine and true. Well maybe yes, maybe no
But it doesn't seem fake or maybe she's just acting like a pro
Whatever it is I really hate her for what reason? I really don't know.
She always has the cheerful and bright aura in her eyes
which make her look like someone who doesn't tell some lies
She's so transparent, obvious, readable and clear as ice
It makes me hate her more. I don't care if she's really nice.
I don't like her but I keep on observing
I want to know if she's really not pretending
She's too good to be true so maybe she's just acting
I followed her everywhere but I founded nothing.
Until one day, those smiles she always wore faded slowly
Her bright and cheerful eyes started to became gloomy
Her transparency vanished and turn into opacity
And her loving aura became totally scary.
She completely turn into a different person
She no longer trust easily for some unknown reason
She even doubts everything as if those contains poison
The old her left no trace. Not even just a little portion.
She no longer believe that love is magical
She already viewed that everything are cynical
And what she felt before are all mythical
She even considered her old self fictional.
She distance herself from her friends that she trusted before
She prefers to be alone as if she already gains another lore
Her friends tried to reach her but she choose to ignore
She's acting cautious as if something will make her sore.
I was dumbfounded by her sudden transformation
Did I really missed something during my observation?
But I'm certain that I watched all of her action
What really happened? What's the reason?
I don't why I'm but I'm really curious
And knowing nothing makes me feel furious
She's just ordinary, she's not even famous
But I'm hooked into her and it makes me anxious
Then I discovered the reason behind her sudden change
I'm shocked! I can't believed it. It puts me on rage
I want to help her. Ask her to do some revenge
But I hate her right? So why would I help her avenge?
Her lover and her friend cheated behind her back
Her other friends stay silent in the rack
She's hurt, she's in pain. She was really in shock
She don't know who to trust then, so she chose to be a rock.
Pain and betrayal she been through changed her
No matter how she tried, she can't be the same any longer
She portrays no emotion, she's cold as her heart fills with anger
She even doubts and blames everything to herself and no other.
I observed her until the end and I noticed something
I really hate her and I feel a little bit of loathing
It's because I can't accept the fact. It's flabbergasting
She's me and I was her that's why I find it riveting.
