Forever - Jerrie Thirlwards

Chapter 3

Jade's POV:

"Hey what's up?"

"Perrie I don't know what to wear I need you to come over and help me!"

"Err come on just... Just wear something casual..."

"Thanks for being so happy about the date! I just asked you to come and help me and I don't like the tone of your voice! What's wrong?"

"It's not like I'm not happy for you it's like...You look pretty cute in everything stop putting so much effort to impress mr popular! You're going to watch a movie no big deal"

"Don't be stupid you know how much this date means to me"

"I know, sorry. It must be my period. I gotta go just wear something casual...And don't wear too much makeup"

"Right. Bye."

"Oh and Jade?"

"Yeah?"

"Have fun"

"Thanks. Bye"

~

"So what movie do you wanna watch?", Sam asked me.

"Anything without clowns is fine with me", I smiled.

"I was thinking about Annabelle but I don't know if there's any clown"

"I think there is"

"Oh"

"You know what? I'll watch it. There's no reason to be scared of a movie or a fake clown. If there's one... And I'll have you by my side", I stated proudly.

Sam nodded, blushing. He's so cute!

"Well..Okay! Now let's go buy the tickets", he said.

"I'm paying"

"No"

"Sam I-"

"No, Jade. I'm paying"

"At least let me buy the popcorn!", I whined.

"I'm the one who asked you out so I'm paying"

"Such a gentleman"

"Just for you m'lady", he mocked a posh accent and I felt my knees go weak. I'm so into him, it feels so right.

~

Perrie's POV:

All I'm thinking about since Jade called me three hours ago, is Jade. I know she's on a date with him but I can't help the way I feel. I set them up, I know she likes him and that he'll treat her right but right now that my bestfriend isn't spending time with me....I feel like a part of me is gone. I can feel it, and this feeling sucks. I shouldn't be so attrached to her, we've been friends for so long but we cab't be together 24/7! But...I miss her so much! I didn't feel this way when Zayn left me, I was just sad for a while but this emptiness I feel right now, can't be described. I don't even know why I feel like this. I have my parents, my siblings, my friends, the rest of my family, my health, and to sum up I have a pretty lovely life! I have no reason to feel empty!

But I can't stay like this all day, right? So I log in on twitter.

@PerrieEdwards: @Leigh_Love_Life @JesyMix14 Leighhh & Jesy if you're online n saw this come to my house asap (i cant find my phone)

@JesyMix14: @PerrieEdwards @Leigh_Love_Life lol ok see you's there :D

@Leigh_Love_Life : @PerrieEdwards @JesyMix14 give me 5 mins X

Leigh and Jesy are my two other best friends. We've been together since primary school and they're so so lovely! Jesy is seriously one of the most kind hearted, beautiful and funny girls I've ever met. She never fails to make me feel happy, no matter the situation! Leigh, is also funny, kind hearted and beautiful, but she's the most positive person ever! You never see her whining complaining, or crying she's just too happy and supportive no matter what.

Ten minutes after I tweeted them, my door knocked.

"Open the door Edwards", I heard Jesy say in one of her accents.

"Well hello girls", I said as soon as I opened the door.

"Hii", they both said in unison.

"How is Pez today?", Leigh asked with a smile.

"Perrie is pretty messed up and needs your help, how is Leigh today?", I mocked her.

"Leigh is worried about Perrie"

Jesy kept staring at us like we were aliens before saying, "What the actual-Why are you talking shit and what's the matter?".

"Come on in I'll explain everything"

~

"It sounds like you have a crush on Jade!", Leigh screamed.

"What? No I don't!"

"It seems like it tho", Jesy mumbled while biting her nail.

"How can yous be so calm about it when I'm freaking out!?"

"Because it's normal", Leigh said in a duh tone.

"Yeah have you seen how many people fall for their best friends everyday?", Jesy added.

"But she's a girl"

"Oh shit Sherlock!", Jesy said.

"I'm not gay!", I groaned and threw my hands in the air, "I'm straight. I like guys".

"You're bisexual, then"

"No, Jesy! I'm completely normal!"

"So what am I a freak or something?", Leigh raised her voice.

"N-No Leigh I didn't say that I- Wait what!?"

"I like a girl so what Perrie? I'm-We are normal too"

"Yeah sorry that's not how I meant it..."

"I know. But there's no need to get upset"

"Aha as if Jade will like me back anyways"

"Jade has nothing to do with you being bi", Jesy said.

"She's the reason I'm questioning about my sexuality how isn't that a reason to be upset? Plus, we're supposed to be best friends! You can't fall for your friend and that's a rule"

"Rules are meant to be broken", Jesy winked.

"YOU DON'T GET IT", I yelled and run to my room.

"Perrie! Perrie!", I heard Leigh yell behind me. I had already locked the door though.

"Just leave me alone"

"Okay, we'll go", Leigh said, "Let's go Jess..".

"But Perrie, we're here for you", Jesy told me.

About a minute ago, I heard the front door shut. They left. I stayed in my room for a little while just to be sure I was home alone. Then, I went to the living room and grabbed my phone from the little table in front of my armchair and went on insta. I checked on Jade's profile and I saw something that I didn't want to see. There were they, Sam and Jade all lovey dovey smiling widely for a picture. This can't be happening.

"No..", I sobbed.

I should be happy, I should be...But I can't. She's with someone else who should be me! No, no...Sam doesn't love her. I do. And I know what's best for her. I hope he doesn't hurt her...And I hope he loves her and treats her like she deserves to be treated because I can't. Not anymore.