Hurt

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Shay's POV

Today is my first day back and work, since my birthday party. Super Junior are shooting a music video for their comeback, Sorry Sorry. I'm supposed to be working, but I end up watching Yesung. He looks so focus, and it's honestly adorable. He noticed my gaze, and gave me a smile along with a wave. I couldn't help, but return the gesture. I felt this tingling sensation in my stomach. I then look over to find Hyukjae staring at me with a sad expression. I then feel a slight pain in my chest due to my resent broken state. I then feel someone rub my shoulders. I then look up to see Yesung give me a sad smile. 

"You have to ignore him, Shay. If you don't then you'll never truly move on." I then sighed to myself, because I know he's right. 

"I know. It's just hard." I admitted. He then smiled, and kissed my forehead. 

"I know it is. It'll get easier with time, but a part of you will always love him. He is your first love after all. That's the cut that will be the deepest. That's one of the reasons I don't think I'll ever be able to get over you." He then gave me a sad smile. I couldn't help but feel uneasy. I felt a stern gaze coming from somewhere, but I'm not sure where. All I know is that I feel very uncomfortable. 

"Hooney?" He then gave me a confused look. "I feel like I'm being watched." Yesung then began to look around the room frantically. He then growled in a particular direction. He was growling at my band mate, Jessica. I then gave him a suspicious look.

"What's wrong?"

"Jessica is the one who's staring at you, Angel. That bitch is the one who has Hyukjae wrapped around her whore finger." He growled, and he quickly noticed my hurt expression.

"She knows how much I love him." I whispered as a year fell down my cheek. Yesung then pulled me in for a tight hug, and whispered in my ear.

"Let's go home, Angel. I'll ask for the day off." We then walked outside, and I didn't bother to look back. As we walked through the doors I heard Hyukjae calling for me, but I didn't look at him. I couldn't look at him.

Hey guys! I hope you enjoyed this! Leave me a comment to let me know how I am doing! Stay strong my beautiful readers, keep dreaming, I love you all, and I will update soon.-Coolcat51

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