"I wish cancer for my self... Oh thats another wish added on the death shelf.
Beside evry blade that cut deep into my flesh... And evry drug raced throught my vains what a rush.
All thes little secrets will never see the light ... Locked inside a my dark room where i lose my fights.
Fight after fight i lost the will to stand... What a curse i am on this land.
I bring sorrow i bring sadness ...i bring death or i bring madness.
What can u say for a boy who wishes death...just kill him and burry him in the depths.
What a selfish wish u may say...people didnt have much of choice to start with anyway.
Its a disgusting thing to desire ... Others succeess while i am building a failing empire.
I wouldnt do much with it anyway ...take this life and put me in the grave to lay.
I guess am sorry for the previous words ... Its the only way i speak while life close many doors.
Or maybe am not sorry i deserve to talk ... But still am that persone whos to afriad to take a walk.
Suicidal thought races to my brain ... Use the rope or jump infront of a train.
I dont know my limits ...or how long i can survive ... But one thing am sure of is am fighting for my sisters ...i dont want them to end up in the same spot where i die
Suicide is just passing the pain away... Would you like the close ones to end up the same one day?
