I want to kill myself. I was pushing away all thoughts of contacting help, the crisis hotline, a friend, family, my mommy.
I don't have a terrible life, it's all my own self hatred, I know. My parents love each other, but they fight. And the reason? My sorry ass excuse of their almost fifteen year old daughter. I truly still think that they'd be happier if I was gone.
Well.. almost an hour later, I feel mostly better.. but I don't think that I can ever fell 100% deep down better anymore. Middle school (absolute hell) made that a thing, so thanks!... (sarcasm)
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sick thoughts in my head
Randomreport this if you truly want, I don't care. I just need somewhere to write down my thoughts when I feel that I can't speak them to someone.
